gee...feeling kinda weird right now...im starting to get stress up abt studies for dont know what reason...its just that the ppl around me are so gd in their studies that...it makes me wanna do very well...the feeling's super bad when the prsn sitting nxt to me scored full marks and whereas i failed or scored at border line mark.....i know someone's gonna bug me when she sees this post,(or will she?) bt i just wanna write down...i feel so...tied up(?) now...when i wanna take a rest, i thought of ppl who scored so well and comparing me to them, i shld study much much harder....bt when i start studying, i feel so being forced to...its lyk my brain wants to study, yet my eyes refuse to absorb the words i read....i know this sounds so bizarre, bt its true....Im so tired.... i really tried my very best in scoring the best marks i can get, yet why is it so that uncomparable to those around me? or is it that im just plain stupid?
(sorry for this emo-ed post...bt i just wanna speak out my feelings...)