I could have use the com earlier if not due to my bro...was freaking pissed off just now but now better le laa...haha(:

yup, its the MYE season and i guess today's the one and only day i can blog barh....studied some phys just now...haiz... kinda stress...being in 3T1 like so scary lorh...everyone's super duper hardworking like mad, and me? slacking through out..zzz....i kinda found out that many ppl are like if they feel like doing well in that particular test, they will put in all their effort and score amazing results but if they dont feel like, yea....im so,so jealous of such ppl cuz they are actually those ppl who are naturally smart and if they put in a bit of hard work into it, they would be like'WOW', but such ppl normally dont really put their hard work in ba, it seems like that frm what i see and they only does it at the most crucial moment....but for me, i always need to mug and mug b4 any test or exam, but i still wont get the same results as those kind of ppl mentioned above...i kinda feel that i shldn't have chose this stream at all, cuz this stream is probably only meant for such ppl.....bt whats the use of regretting now....haiz.....

im a tweeny weeny bit more excited about the upcoming level camp than the ppl around me.....haha.. tho its only a pathetic 3days 2nights camp, and is beside qianhu fish camp(i jus dont like the sound of it-.-),but its my first time staying outside ohkay? apart frm p5 camp laa, which is so......constrain(?) haha, suddenly rmb-ed about the part where shanling's bed was below mine and she kept poking that pathetic piece of super thin mattress....and the time four ppl squeezing into two mattress...omg, those times, where things were so simple and life to easy....LOL....(:

ok, i shall stop lerh....altho not many ppl do come here, bt jus wanna wish everyone: GOOD LUCK FOR MID-YEAR EXAM!!!! better start your engine liao worh....(:


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Xander: hey, thanks for coming to this blog but i have to apologise that i can't really help you cause I started learning liuqin through the instructors in my cca, so i dont really especially search on the details on how to play liuqin....maybe you can approach some Chinese orchestra shops where they sell books related to such Chinese orchestra instruments if you really are interested in learning...yup...anyway, good luck to you in learning liuqin(: its really a nice instrument(:

i dont hate playing liuqin, but i hate the fact that the number ppl who can play liuqin are so little, like only THREE/FOUR.):

ohkay....bpco buffet today...it was a tweeny weeny fun, i guess? the food was nice too...i love the curry at buffets....(: wonder why curries are the best food in all buffets....haha....then gt sweet and sour fish which was nice as well, but not warm enough....ohh, i cant believe all the instructors are here today.....actually thought that chen lao shi wont come....then gt take pics with huang lao shi and shen lao shi lehh!!!so cool..... shen lao shi's pic very nice..LOL....bt my stupid com cant upload pics, zzz..... ooh, acted as photographer for the zhong ruans like so funny lorh, i love the way huifang take pics....haha(: i dont mean any harm yea?? :D

ooh, had this small incident which happened during the picture taking session....THERE IS RAT WHICH APPEARED IN OUR CANTEEN!!!! omg......then everyone, or almost everyone in bpco gt so high over it...haha(: superrrr funny.....

anyway, i just realised that the buffet had been two hrs++ long like so cool lorh.....i think it started at 1plus and ended at 3.20pm+... like having dinner in the restaurant like that....(:

oh, i got back IDENTIFICATION CARD TODAY!!! woohoo~~ didnt wanna type IC cuz very short..LOL....just realised that im getting old...haiz...LOL....wanted to complain about waiteng making me run up and down the staircase cuz she keep forgetting stuffs but nvr mind....T.T no choice, she old liao....HAHA(:

so thats all!!! i shant use the com for leisure activities after today leh barh....have to really start revising for mid-year....super scared i'll do badly.....ohyea, talking abt studies, i scored full marks again for ss SEQ test!!! woohooo~~~ all those crazy memorising paid off....but cannot get complacent over it laa, later i fail my ss for mid-year..TOUCH WOOD....

yup, bb(:



i really cant understand, i've gt this weird sense of so being afraid of you.....i feel that you are so,so,so easily pissed off that i dont know what to talk to you when being with you....im so afraid that my random sentence would piss you off.....thats why i still dont know what to say to you even after spending two whole years with you...i dont know what makes you angry and what does not, i so wanna be friends with you bt you indirectly instilled fear into me, idk why...i wanted to be close friend and a close junior to you, yet i feel so speechless when im with you....now, everything had ended, had come to an end, and all i can say is that i really really wish that you can excel in your o-levels and go to your dream jc sch.....jiayou(: its no one fault tat we aren't close, or maybe its my fault, cause im really a weirdo, yet i just wanna let you know that i've always treated you as my so-called 'good model', cause i really feel that you have really great leadership skills and great speaking skills.....and im so, so sure you would excel in ur studies, jiayou,kay? (: idk what you think of me, yet i feel that you are the best senior i ever had(: good luck in your further endeavours, senior:D i bet i cant say any part of this to you personally, cause as i said, i feel so speechless when im with you....(:

i guess its time for me to post huh....

so the big thing and same thing on most ppl's blog is of course SYF.....yea, bpco gt a silver,not what we wanted actually barh....the thought of gold seem so real a few days b4 syf, with all the encouragement the teachers gave us....haha...bt on the second thought, at least we maintained..(: though i did groaned a lot and a lot at home the first moment i knew the result, which is actually frm eunice personal msg(i dont know why, its just so happened i saw it)......yupp, the first and last syf in bpco ended just like that....(: i thought everything happened real fast barh, the moment i stepped into sch with hf and rachel koa.....haha....i completely dont have any physical(?) things for me to rmb for this syf, just memories that i hope that i wont forget...haha....actually this isnt really the first time i participated in syf, i did too in pri sch when im in ensemble playing angklung in pri6, but i completely forgotten how it was like lerh...completely, not even a slightest memory of it, maybe i'll soon forget about this year's syf in few years time? i dont know.....(:

ohyea, congrats swiss cottage sec on getting gold yea? im actually feeling quite happy for them laa, cuz chatted with xinzhen ystd the moment i knew what we gt....and she keep teling me its alright that i feel so bad, like i was spoiling her mood....hee....congrats huh,xinzhen!!! i bet you as well as your chinese orchestra practised real hard to achieve this gold barh!! :D

so thats all!! i hope this post doesnt have any impact on bpco peeps who read this, i really spend a lot of time thinking what i should write such that i wont offend anyone...and my english sucks, i know, no wonder im forever getting B4 for english...haiz....

i think after this post, its really time for me as well as everyone to move and concentrate on our studies, cuz MYE is coming so, so fast.....the stress in fact building up now, thanks to my mum who's really anxious abt my studies....and i really hope i wont disappoint her with my results anymore....jiayou, da jia! shall post again when i feel like, or rather when i have the time barh!!


bye(:

argh, FOUR more days to SYF....less than 5days(obviously)...super scared, dont know why.....dont want it to come also, cause co's gonna stop for like 2 whole months, thats is, after june holidays like wth....i bet im gonna forget how to play liuqin after these two months....kinda hope that syf's on the 20 of MAY and not april....LOL...then also no more sec4s, wonder how am i gonna live with that.....HAIZ.....im so a pessimistic now, completely due to nabilah....zzz.....

i dont think i'll have to chance to use com after 2day so shall sacrifice some of my chem revision and phys hw time to blog...hee...zzz... phys ws need to be handed in tmr and i have even touch on it yet, then 2mr have hmt oral, DIE.....do during co? LOL...

there's this HSK crap on sat lehh....need to go back on our own....zzz...and its at tiong bahru..so time-consuming lorh, still need to take mrt back to cck.....then there's co after that...wonder why they want to forced us to take such a test just to get one certificate....and so ex too, $55, i can use the money to eat for like 1wk?zzz.....

lets talk about something happier, '17again' is showing TODAYYYYYYYYY.....I WANNA WATCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT I WANT I WANT!!!!!! LOL-.- eeyer, why they choose such unauspicious time to show such a wonderful show, tho i haven watch it...i bet its gonna be wonderful tho.....zac efron...WOW-.- i want to watch......eeyer..... :D

i think i shall stop barh....the nxt time im blogging would be probably after syf lerh, i think, so hope nothing will happen yea? hope~~

bb<3

ystd's elearning, and i so think its a disaster....i've used com for 11hrs ystd like so WOW.... and became real frustrated at night for i dont know what reson....LOL...mood swings... but felt better after watching 'hannah montana'... LOL...its quite a funny show lor..haha....

had my elearning part 2 just now and realised the phys assignment was gone....zzz... then i crap totally for the lit assignment...idk what to comment...):there's like chem, bio, amaths test nxt wk and this public speaking crap as well.....i chose 'shopping' discussive....WTH....idk what im i gona say abt shopping...):

ohyea, gt co costume liao lehh....erm...i tried it out two days ago and it wasnt really bad barh...only that the skirt was super duper long and i fold it thrice....and its still very long....bt cannot fold liao laa, too tight...must go jian fei and do more jumping in this TEN DAYS...holey moley....CHINESE ORCHESTRA SYF'S IN TEN DAYS TIME....ahhhhhhhhhh......super scary.... i feel like typing a whole chunk of emo words but dont want laa, my blog's already super boring...haha....

i shall go chiong non-elearn hws lerh...ohya, for the first time, IM GONNA CELEBRATE EASTER DAY ON SUNDAY!!!!! woohoo~ with my relatives....its been like 10++ years ever since we celebrated easter day, according to my mum, tho i have not a single memory of me celebrating easter day....mum say my grandma stopped celebrating easter day when my grandpa died....so yea, no wonder i dont have any memory whatsoever cuz my grandpa died when i was about...errr....four? so yea, quite happy....(: its like a potluck party laa...haha(: jealous bah?LOL... bt like so many things need to be done in this three days, wonder i can finish b4 the party...

so thats all!! bb(:

ohkk, i've got a few thousand things to talk about, LOL(: im always exaggerating...-.-

one, i really really HATE this HSK thingy!! cuz its falling on the 18 of april, which is exactly on the last co prac b4 syf...ARGH.... and their time clashes so just nice....i think it'll start at 9plus..stupid thing....cant they like test us only in the afternoon? LOL...hate this stupid hsk thing....):

two, heard that co's gonna make another co tee and its gonna be HOT PINK(i think?)... woohoo....HOT PINK LEHH....haha(:

three, i think im starting to get use to moments of loneliness, i felt so invisible with her around me....i feel like im just always a passerby who appear out of no where in everyone's lives...LOL, i dont know what im talking about....feel kinda sentimental these few days... maybe its cause the really really few and good friends are not with me now? haha(: and maybe its because i have more moments being alone which is giving me more time to think alot...haha...maybe most ppl feel that im antisocial, but im not, its just what you mean by being social...(find this familiar?LOL)

four, did i mention before that i hate my computer? i think i did...but dont care, im gonna say again...i hate my com cuz firstly, it cant upload pics and secondly, it always go haywire when i use it but it doesnt when bro use it....zzz...i think this stupid com hates me...LOL...

five, its only 16more days to syf worhh~~ time not only flies, but ZOOMMMMMM pass like a jetplane?LOL... and i dont know how im gonna survive in co after sec4s stepped down...in sec2 jan, i told me myself its still too early to think of this cause there's still 1 more year, in sec2 june, i told myself there's still half more year....in the beginning of sec3, i told myself its only the beginning of the year and now, i have nothing to tell myself, the only thing that is left is to countdown the days until 20april....looks like i've only left 16more days to count....haha....

six, im done crapping...haha(: aiyo, why im i so sentimental these few days....haha...(:

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