Friday, April 22, 2011 3:33 PM
WOOTS ITS GOOD FRIDAY! :D
Feels great not going to school even though I'm not meeting anyone out.. haha...
I shall be a bit more productive today! :)
Lets see, I shall finish both PI DRAFT THREE like omg and the independent learning project with my dear casey, LOL.. I think I'll get 1001 bruises after two years with the time I'm spending with her... hahaha.. But I must admit that she's a nice friend.. Who says that you need to have alot of friends to be happy? Just one super duper close friend is definitely enough for me! :)
Yup, after that I shall enjoy life a bit before working on ECONS, common test next tues... T.T GOD BLESS ME... T.T
Hehe, random post with its aim just to waste a bit more time before starting work.... :)
GOODBYE!
Thursday, April 21, 2011 8:38 PM
Hey BPCO juniors!! Don't be too disappointed with the result okay! Though the result is important, yet the skills that you guys have acquire, the friends you've made and many precious memories you've created in BPCO are those that can't be judged and will last forever! Accept the result and move on, like how we faced it two years ago! Guide your juniors and make sure that they don't make the same mistakes again! Anyway, Silver is really really good enough! :)
Alright, now its time for me to face yet another SYF, with ACCO.. I really wanna get at least a gold, because the TIME I've put in for CO's like 10x the amount as compared to when I was in BPCO, twice the scoldings by the counductor and approx. thrice the amount of money I've spent.. YEA, ITS CRAZY. :( And being in ACCO, in actual fact, hadn't been that nice of an experience than in BPCO..
The seniors are really nice, my SL who always give suggestions on how I can improve, and she's got a DIPLOMA in Pipa like OMG, another pipa senior who gave me a lot of tips on how to study for J1 and accompanied me when I'm lonely, and zhongruan senior whose always duper high, lifting up our spirits in both combined and sectionals.. Love them for that:)
However,combined's damn stressful... He became really strict and harsh in his words when some people did not play well... Its really uncomfortable now.. And I really miss Jasmin who sat beside me in BPCO.. My senior now is like so serious in combined.. She never ever talks to me during combined, not even a single bit.. Being the vice pres of ACCO, she will just leave me alone during breaks.. I really hate it, like such a bloody loner, hate being the only liuqinist, hate the moments i had to play out loud alone in combined and sectionals... I miss how Jasmin prank me, talk bad abt teachers, make random jokes and comments, everything and everything...
Really, BPCO juniors, you guys should really cherish the moments in BPCO, because once gone, it will never come back...
Haha, I make it sound as though being in ACCO is a torture.. -.- Maybe its still manageable for now i guess... Going to SCH on sat for rehearsal.. :) Hope it'll be fun..I like my CO friends in Tanbo though.. :)
Yea, ACCO must get a gold, or even better, GWH, if not, I think I'll really cry to death..
No matter how much I wish to deny it, I shall admit that I've lost my passion in Chinese Orchestra now. It will take a lot of time to make it come back.
For now, I'll just work hard as a normal member to gain glory for the orchestra and for the school barh!
JIAYOU!
JIAYOU TO NJCO AS WELL! hahaha:D My dear co pals! :)
Friday, April 15, 2011 8:32 PM
Update for this week!
Mass pe this week was not tiring at all for the first time, and we played games like FIVE STONES as it was the NE week.... Quite boring...
Had my first 3 common tests! I'm so going flunk Math and Physice, but i think i did quite ok for GP was an awesome 41.5/50! :D Its good enough to me! :)
Thurs, the fun pe was yea, REALLY FUN! Did gymnastic.. I fell down from two people's shoulders in a totally unglam manner... I have lost all my image after the PE... BUT ITS FUN! Took lots and lots of photos too!! :D
Oh, I got my PW group as well! Yep, thankfully, they are all really nice people and was really happy that I'm in the same group with Lip Leon, an awesome 105/205-ian! :D Hehe, lets own our PW and achieve an A yea? :D
Relaxed a bit and watched this 3parts DVD of the making of doubleS japan concert, and it made me miss them even more... :( Heard that they can only have a comeback in 2012, hope I can live till then to see there comeback,LOL... Studies/CCA/tests/hw/PROJECT WORK is killing me... T.T haha...
Jiayou guys! :)
Goodbye, shall start work now, I feel really refresh after a 2hour break! :)
Saturday, April 9, 2011 8:24 PM
Life is hard now..
Its so hard to manage a balance between CO and studies. Practices are no longer fun, discipline, expectations getting stricter each time, and I dont even know why I'm still attending all practice sessions obediently. There's no motivation for me to carry on, well, I guess its because of the amazing seniors and friends I've made that push me on... :)
I'm getting comfortable with my class now, I think, no longer feeling awkward with them.. I think Captain's ball had made us closer, LOL.. But I feel like I'm always running away from the majority of the class to the library with a few others to complete those homework which I'll never be able to catch up..
PW has been been smooth sailing as well, with my idea being accepted, but there are still a lot of amendments to be made larh~ :)
OH, i have officially hate a teacher to the core, that's something new... Hah..
Yea, that's my update of my life this week... :)
Hope you guys have been spending time and handling work well!
Common tests are starting next week, the best is yet to be!
Hehehe:)
Sunday, April 3, 2011 12:19 PM
I cried after watching the last episode of the yongseo, goguma couple.. yea, its awfully touching... T.T may yonghwa and seohyun be successful in whatever they do in the future! :)
Went back to bpghs on 1st april for speech day... And i realise how stupid i was in the past to want to leave bp.. Should be cherish all those moments in Bp, and now, I feel that I've outgrown of it.. Had this crazy thought of getting myself retained or being a NA student to stay in BP for another year... I miss so many people, friends, teachers, environment, toilets and even the air in Bp... LOL.. I was surprised to how mrs poh had joked with me and how zhang lao shi had remembered me..
BP is like going back home, the place that I feel really comfortable in... Even hanging out with sharleen and lip leon was so fun, even though we weren't that close in 105/205.. Really enjoyed gossiping, talking and crapping with all ex-bpians..
Really had a super nice april fool's day with BPGHS, i didn't prank anyone, yet just being back to the familiar environment where i had spent my 4years in is enough..
BPGHS, I LOVE YOU! :D
Its hard for me to like AC now.. With a bloody asshole teacher that apparently have some mental conditions.. And now i have to get on with my super failed PI.. And i will have to face people which now seem so much like strangers to me.. Its hard to adapt to AC's culture.. But since I've made the choice on my own, I will TRY not to regret..
JIAYOU CHAN KHENG YI! and you too, who is reading this.. :)
I've removed my tagboard cause it seems redundant and the spams are irritating me.. :)