Sunday, July 24, 2011 9:54 AM
I swear that I've really tried my best, I really did. But somehow it just doesn't seem to be enough... :(
Rather than to abandon the idea and change to a completely new one, why can't we just stick with it and improve on it? Changing it just only solve the problem of removing the imperfections of the current idea and brings about new difficulties of the new idea, isn't it? We are just trying to escape from the problems we are currently facing. Can't we find a time to talk to the tutor and convince her that it will work? There's no point in changing.
How I wish I can tell my PW group leader that.
It was a fantastic day yesterday, somehow I wish that everyday is a co day, They are ones that keep me going on in ACCO, in ACJC.... I really hope that I can hang out with the same people every single day, but the have their own friends, their own company right? I'm freaking pathetic...
But yea, I've survived 7months, alive and kicking, I'm sure I'll be able to survive until A levels...
Damn it, why I'm i all of a sudden so tired of being in my class... Its such a burden to be in the first few classes, where expectations are so high.. And the teachers, are so annoying. "This is SB2, I expect more from you." I'm sick of such words. I feel like screaming into their ears, "SO WHAT?!"
Life definitely will suck without them, my great CO mates. :)
Even after being in CO for 5years, i still love Chinese Orchestra, even with the many complaints at times. :D
Live well, live strong guys:D
Monday, July 18, 2011 9:18 PM
Hey guys!
Its been a long while!
Been really long that I dont know what to blog about...
I think I'm starting to get use to the rhythm of JC life. Haha, its really time to feel that way since its term 3 now right? haha...
How time flies....
I think I've admit to the fact that I feel awfully awkward in big groups of people..Or maybe, big groups of unfamiliar people... No matter how long I have known everyone of them, it is inevitable to feel a bit uncomfortable with one of them, and that 'i dont know what to chat about' feeling comes when everyone else gets paired up and engaged in their own conversations. I hate that feeling. So, this term, I've decided to stick to those whom i can totally let my guard down.. I will not make anymore attempts to mingle with others anymore. Its just so tiring...
Fine, I'm a loner, but i feel fantastic with just two people.
This term, its more of taking up leadership roles paseed down by seniors. This term, is all about settling down, removing the mindset of being a newcomer of JC and learn to think like a 17year old.
This term, is all about mugging in preparation for promos as well.
Or that's what I think. :)
Jiayou to you! :D
Monday, July 4, 2011 6:31 PM
On manz, its term3 tmr... :( Like really the start of term 3... Week 1 wasn't really the start of school, it feels like... Olevels? Hehe...
But I've really rested enough throughout these 5days lerh! Its even more than that during the june holidays. June holidays wasn't even a holiday at all, first two weeks were filled with co practices and last two weeks with terms' revision... T.T But this five days are really sufficient enough for be to charge up and continue with school life! :DD finish watching playful kiss real edition and youtube edition! Pro barh~~ :P As well as that super funny running man episode of daesung and yonghwa!! :DD Laughed so hard while watching~~
Hope you guys enjoyed your post terms break as well!! All the best for term3!!! :D
Fighting!!! :DD
I'll update myself with kim hyun joong stuffs in the sometimes though... :D spent sooo much time looking at all the past and present videos of him through these five days.. :P Sarangheyo<3
Bye~~ May update less frequently from now on, dont miss me! :)
Saturday, July 2, 2011 5:35 PM
Cried so much today that my eyes are so tired and puffy...Well, the reason for my puffy eyes is because of a relative's funeral I've just attended..I'm not really close with that relative, who's my deceased grandfather's sister's husband... Long relationship eh? But I've went for he's birthday celebrations and visited him for the past two years during chinese new year.. But during these two years, he had been bed ridden...Yea, I can't help feeling sad everytime I see him... Yet he passed away a few days ago...
So, I thought I be there with a light heart, but when I paid respects to him, I was quite emotional, but I didn't cry.. Then, my relatives start asking me questions like how's ac and such, i immediately thought of the gp teacher, how she mentally tortured me and so, I teared.. I really don't know how I linked this two incidents together, it just happened... You know, that feeling of being down and such and you'll start thinking all the unhappy memories at one go.. Yea, that's what happened to me.. My relatives must have thought that I'm crazy... Thanks casey, for your caring and fast messages, I really don't know what will happen to me without you at that time...
I was feeling better on the way to Mandai, with mummy.. But during the cremation the little boys, the deceased relatives' grandsons wailed soooo loudly that they made everyone there cried, including me... It was heart wrenching.. And I believed they were quite close cause they have been living together... I think my eyes were teary for the whole morning, resulting in the puffy eyes now..
But I'm really fine now! :D I really dislike such stuffs, but its really something that everyone will have to go through in our lives.. right? I'm starting to go through more and more of such things now.. :)
Hehe, gonna watch some nice shows to get my mood back cause I'M BACK TO STUDYING TMR! Yea, I'm fast right? Just think that I should put an end to my slack mood... :P
Bye:D
Friday, July 1, 2011 9:20 PM
NOW THIS IS WHAT I CALL LIFE. :D
Terms ended yesterday, and I'm finally spending my time as a teenager rather than a mugger... :) Had lunch after the last paper with part of Briar for clara's birthday!!! I really like her and I'm sooooo blessed that I can know such a friendly, extremely pretty and super responsible, ethu op rep and friend!!! Really hope that I can be friends with her the way till graduation!!! :P Haha:)
Watched lots and lots of korean shows after lunch as well!! Omg, daesung and yong hwa made me laugh sooooo much in running man!!! Its been a very long time since I laughed sooo hard and sincere... :) Daesung, stay strong okay! I'm sure you'll be able to pass this ordeal!! Really look forward to your comeback again!! FIGHTING!
Spent a day with mummy at bugis!!! Great shopping spree! I think GSS is ending soon... haha:) Bought quite a number of things:D Been a while since I've spent time with mum every since school started, really didn't have much time to chat and spend time with her due to studies, co, and struggle to adapt to jc..
Oh, I AM SOOO GONNA GET INTO SSP FOR SURE. I SCREW UP TERMS LIKE NOBODY BUSINESS. For those who don't what SSP this, actually I'm not really sure as well.. I think its something where you have to stay in school until 6pm where there will be teachers there to ensure you study because doing bad for terms meant to them that we didn't study, hard enough. I guess.. Oh wells, I asked my mum how she will feel if I get into SSP and she's like, 'Not bad what, studying in school...' So, SSP HERE I COME!!!!
Shall enjoy life ttm before tues comes... :)
Have a good rest people! I'm sure most of you guys completed your blocks, mid years, terms, so rest well and recharge for TERM THREE! :D
Jiayou! :)