Cried so much today that my eyes are so tired and puffy...Well, the reason for my puffy eyes is because of a relative's funeral I've just attended..I'm not really close with that relative, who's my deceased grandfather's sister's husband... Long relationship eh? But I've went for he's birthday celebrations and visited him for the past two years during chinese new year.. But during these two years, he had been bed ridden...Yea, I can't help feeling sad everytime I see him... Yet he passed away a few days ago...
So, I thought I be there with a light heart, but when I paid respects to him, I was quite emotional, but I didn't cry.. Then, my relatives start asking me questions like how's ac and such, i immediately thought of the gp teacher, how she mentally tortured me and so, I teared.. I really don't know how I linked this two incidents together, it just happened... You know, that feeling of being down and such and you'll start thinking all the unhappy memories at one go.. Yea, that's what happened to me.. My relatives must have thought that I'm crazy... Thanks casey, for your caring and fast messages, I really don't know what will happen to me without you at that time...
I was feeling better on the way to Mandai, with mummy.. But during the cremation the little boys, the deceased relatives' grandsons wailed soooo loudly that they made everyone there cried, including me... It was heart wrenching.. And I believed they were quite close cause they have been living together... I think my eyes were teary for the whole morning, resulting in the puffy eyes now..
But I'm really fine now! :D I really dislike such stuffs, but its really something that everyone will have to go through in our lives.. right? I'm starting to go through more and more of such things now.. :)
Hehe, gonna watch some nice shows to get my mood back cause I'M BACK TO STUDYING TMR! Yea, I'm fast right? Just think that I should put an end to my slack mood... :P
Bye:D