Saturday, September 17, 2011 12:15 AM
This could be my last posts until after promos so I try to write a bit more yea?
Its the first time I'm updating at 12 plus, with my mum's snorings and the whole house in complete darkness except for my room... Haha, nice experience yea? :)
I guess I'm getting really comfortable with my class now! Really enjoy bullying the girls and getting bullied as well! Haha, well, its mostly the latter.. :P But yea, its really fun, when we no longer treat one another with respect and just play around with one another without any worries... Its the first time I'm so close and crazy in class.. In primary and secondary school, I was the meeky, quiet and shy girl who does nothing but mug.. But now, I'm a bit more recognised! :) Maybe not that much like others, kind of potrayed a tiny bit the wild side of me..haha:D Chan Kheng Yi have changed! In actual fact, I'm more well known as Nina now, like wts. Hehe:D
But kind of feel that I'm neglecting CO and Briar peers now.. I tend to ignore and pretend not to see them when I'm with my class.. I dont know why.. Feels damn bad later on...I'm gonna smile at everyone from next monday onwards! haha:D
Studies, I think I'm on the right track on, and my recent Econs essay test result has increase my confidence tremendously! But yea, I have a lottt to work on and catch up, since my terms was just epic fail... I WILL WORK HARD DERH!
Mid autumn celebrations in BP ended a few hours ago right? To you who had attended it, was it fun? Haha, I kind of dread such gatherings with ex bpians now.. Its like its been so long since I last saw time and I'm really happy to see those whom I have fought hard together for O levels, but there's nothing to talk about.. Teacher's day celebrations was... *shiver* Awkward ttm.. And I've never liked 3T1/4T1 much as well,so yea, I think I'll just move on and stop turning back... I'll always thank PB for raising me so well to get such good grades, but thats all... :)
And its been so long since I've liked someone so much, the last time was primary school which was in an oh so kiddy way,but its the first time liking someone in a mature way... hah, I know i'm really random but yea.. You will be that one that I'll work hard for promos, because I wanna graduate with you, to attend the same prom with you. You are my motivation. Even spending a short 5mins with you is a bliss, you're the only guy which I never feel awkward with, who dares to tease me childishly, and who cares about me when im alone. Thank you. You may treat me as your little sister, and I may not be that ideal type you like, but I'll still like you, alot. :)
I still sound so kiddy in the way I write, haiz...:( But that's my character yea! ahaha:D
Yup, I guess this is long enough to make you satisfied until after promos! haha!! Thanks so much for visiting and all the best for promos alright! I'll work hard, so you must do your best as well okay!
JIAYOU!
I'll be back on on 8oct, till then, work hard to enjoy the december holidays!!! :D
GOODBYE! :)
Its the first time I'm updating at 12 plus, with my mum's snorings and the whole house in complete darkness except for my room... Haha, nice experience yea? :)
I guess I'm getting really comfortable with my class now! Really enjoy bullying the girls and getting bullied as well! Haha, well, its mostly the latter.. :P But yea, its really fun, when we no longer treat one another with respect and just play around with one another without any worries... Its the first time I'm so close and crazy in class.. In primary and secondary school, I was the meeky, quiet and shy girl who does nothing but mug.. But now, I'm a bit more recognised! :) Maybe not that much like others, kind of potrayed a tiny bit the wild side of me..haha:D Chan Kheng Yi have changed! In actual fact, I'm more well known as Nina now, like wts. Hehe:D
But kind of feel that I'm neglecting CO and Briar peers now.. I tend to ignore and pretend not to see them when I'm with my class.. I dont know why.. Feels damn bad later on...I'm gonna smile at everyone from next monday onwards! haha:D
Studies, I think I'm on the right track on, and my recent Econs essay test result has increase my confidence tremendously! But yea, I have a lottt to work on and catch up, since my terms was just epic fail... I WILL WORK HARD DERH!
Mid autumn celebrations in BP ended a few hours ago right? To you who had attended it, was it fun? Haha, I kind of dread such gatherings with ex bpians now.. Its like its been so long since I last saw time and I'm really happy to see those whom I have fought hard together for O levels, but there's nothing to talk about.. Teacher's day celebrations was... *shiver* Awkward ttm.. And I've never liked 3T1/4T1 much as well,so yea, I think I'll just move on and stop turning back... I'll always thank PB for raising me so well to get such good grades, but thats all... :)
And its been so long since I've liked someone so much, the last time was primary school which was in an oh so kiddy way,but its the first time liking someone in a mature way... hah, I know i'm really random but yea.. You will be that one that I'll work hard for promos, because I wanna graduate with you, to attend the same prom with you. You are my motivation. Even spending a short 5mins with you is a bliss, you're the only guy which I never feel awkward with, who dares to tease me childishly, and who cares about me when im alone. Thank you. You may treat me as your little sister, and I may not be that ideal type you like, but I'll still like you, alot. :)
I still sound so kiddy in the way I write, haiz...:( But that's my character yea! ahaha:D
Yup, I guess this is long enough to make you satisfied until after promos! haha!! Thanks so much for visiting and all the best for promos alright! I'll work hard, so you must do your best as well okay!
JIAYOU!
I'll be back on on 8oct, till then, work hard to enjoy the december holidays!!! :D
GOODBYE! :)
Wednesday, September 14, 2011 4:29 PM
Today's the only and last day I'm released early for the week so shall spend some time to update! :)
How's revision guys? Although there's really a lot to revise and so little time to do so, do take sometime to rest okay! Like what I'm doing now! haha:D
Today was fantastic! Although I embarrassed myself oh so much... :P I fell down thinking that the chair was in place for me to sit on and my friend threw the packet of mentos but did not close it well so all the mentos flew everywhere... and it happened in the cafe somemore! People looked at me like some freaking weirdo..haha, BUT IT WAS FUN! Some awesome bonding time with my class as well! :)
I think I'll need to cool down and really start being more serious with my work.. But my breaks are being well used up now! Did sooo much work as compared to before during breaks, with my awesome friend:D
Yup, jiayou guys! Be confident, for your confidence will allow others to be confident in you! Gah, randomness~~ :)
Bye! :)
How's revision guys? Although there's really a lot to revise and so little time to do so, do take sometime to rest okay! Like what I'm doing now! haha:D
Today was fantastic! Although I embarrassed myself oh so much... :P I fell down thinking that the chair was in place for me to sit on and my friend threw the packet of mentos but did not close it well so all the mentos flew everywhere... and it happened in the cafe somemore! People looked at me like some freaking weirdo..haha, BUT IT WAS FUN! Some awesome bonding time with my class as well! :)
I think I'll need to cool down and really start being more serious with my work.. But my breaks are being well used up now! Did sooo much work as compared to before during breaks, with my awesome friend:D
Yup, jiayou guys! Be confident, for your confidence will allow others to be confident in you! Gah, randomness~~ :)
Bye! :)
Wednesday, September 7, 2011 8:32 PM
What if I say I like you?
What if I tell you the feelings I have towards you are more than just friends?
How would you react?
:)
What if I tell you the feelings I have towards you are more than just friends?
How would you react?
:)
Tuesday, September 6, 2011 9:08 PM
The power of social networking sites. wow.
As i read blogs that i've chanced upon, the person i read about, I cannot help feeling, is not quite the person I know.
I'm not crtitising, cause I know this applies to me as well... But how can someone be so different online and in real life? Which, is then the real personality of the person which I thought I've known all along?
What if everyone are just pretending, hiding their true character? What if someone close to me hates me to the core but pretends not to? What if...
Haha.. Getting sentimental and thinking too much again... I'm offically STRESSED.. >.<
I dont even know all these... mugging works.. I hope it will, I just wanna pass my promos and get promoted, not advanced... pleaseeeee:(
I guess I have to go back to my pw meeting now, I think its a bit obvious im not paying attention, haha:)
Bye~ ^.^
As i read blogs that i've chanced upon, the person i read about, I cannot help feeling, is not quite the person I know.
I'm not crtitising, cause I know this applies to me as well... But how can someone be so different online and in real life? Which, is then the real personality of the person which I thought I've known all along?
What if everyone are just pretending, hiding their true character? What if someone close to me hates me to the core but pretends not to? What if...
Haha.. Getting sentimental and thinking too much again... I'm offically STRESSED.. >.<
I dont even know all these... mugging works.. I hope it will, I just wanna pass my promos and get promoted, not advanced... pleaseeeee:(
I guess I have to go back to my pw meeting now, I think its a bit obvious im not paying attention, haha:)
Bye~ ^.^
Thursday, September 1, 2011 10:36 PM
Uh-oh, I didn't even do a single thing for the whole day today as well! T.T But I had a good rest! :D
I just realised I didn't say this very important sentence for the whole day:
HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!!!!
HAHAHA:D Oh wells, there isn't any teachers I really like or are very close with in AC, but just wanna thank a particular teacher, my GP cum form teacher, for forcing me to become stronger and learn how to deal with extreme criticisms, thanks so much!
Today's FANTASTIC!!! REALLY!! Its the first time I've ever perform on teacher's day, so ACCO, yet again provided me a new experience, a memorable one which I'll never forget! :D
Although it was really boring when we were waiting behind the curtains with the MCs saying lame jokes, but the applause received before and after the performance made it all worthwhile! I know they aren't clapping particularly for me, haha, for I know the applause its for ACCO as a whole, an acknowledgement for listening our music piece to the end and appreciate the hard work we've put in. Hehe, every time I'm on stage, the best moment to me is definitely when we stand together as an orchestra, really loveeeeee it! :D
But I must admit this isn't my best performance, my lun's quite bad..will work harder de! :D
Side track a bit, I saw 'I' amongst the audience, and she seems I dont know, nonchalant to our performance. I mean, you are the one who refuse to perform, but you had once work together with us, maybe you should show some appreciation? Although you're good, but stop being so high and mighty of yourself, cause you ain't THAT excellent anyway. You're just, better than average.
And I LOVE hanging out with ACCO!!!! soooo much more than my class, really! That's why today's kind of the best school celebration for the year! I really dont mind the teasing at all, in fact, i think its fun, as long as it isn't too extreme! No matter what I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS:D I don't express my feelings that openly, but I really really do love being with you people and I'm super thankful to be in ACCO. *HUGS*
Hehe, enough of ACCO, went back to BP AND I FINALLY FINALLY SAW DA GUI!!!!!! AWESOME! :DDDD Miss her sooooo much!!! :) And went into the staff room for the first time, hehe:) A bit messy but its still heartwarming to see many familiar faces:D Felt a tiny bit displaced though, but oh wells, at least I've been back to the place that I familiar with and brought back some nice memories. :)
Yup, that's all! I'm gonna start my own intense study programme tomorrow! Have a nice September holidays! study hard! Cause I need to as well, my results are oh my gosh...T.T
Much loves<3