Saturday, November 5, 2011 2:48 PM
Just looked through all those orientation photos and the blog posts I wrote after each day of orientation, and felt, nostalgic...
In a blink of an eye, a year have passed by, I've grown so much, mentally and physically... I've grown mentally stronger and emotional, cause too much things had happened, some were well resolved, while others, just let time to heal them all... How I wish I can go back to those days, to meet new friends, to live life in the way that I'll contanstly anticipate for the next day to come.
Somehow, I have this crazy jealousy for those who have to repeat a year. Like what Mdm Annie yong said, they have a full year to sort out well, we only have 2months, and the immense pressure returns...
But I know I will not want to repeat, because I would have leave this school for good, to forgo all the friendships made and the memories created, starting a new life in another school, in hope for a better ending. I would have pretended that 2011 never existed, as though i was all along in a very long dream, or coma, and continue with where I had left off after O levels.
I entered ACJC in full of hopes and dreams, but the journey till today was so tiring and hard. Up till today, I still do not know whether I have made the right choice. But there's not turning back now right? At this half way mark, the only choice is to finish this race on the path that I've chose on my own.
I will continue on firmly, but its quite nice to reminisce the good times and the happiness that I once felt.
And thanks babes, for the awesome day yesterday, its been a very long while since I've laughed so much while being with friends, being with the ones I loved dearly... :)
FIGHTING! Off to assignments again! :P