One month since I came onto blogger.com and it looks so different.. Anyways, who use blogger now? :)
The main reason I'm blogging its cause of YOU, you who told me that you follow my blog, hahahaha! :) Thanks and I love you! :P
For the past month, I've been struggling so hard with studies, I did so badly for terms and to tell the truth, I still dont know the real reason for doing this badly.. I just know that I can't get this kind of grades anymore for the upcoming H2 exams, there are so many people I need account for: My parents, CO teacher, Form teacher, Chem teacher and to prove my physics teacher wrong. I just know I must improve this time round, no matter what sacrifices I have to make.
Today, was a big wake up call as well. I knew that this will happen from the start, and when I got it confirmed, I really wanted to smile, say "really?! omg so cool!" But I believe my facial expression gave it away. I was really disappointed, maybe cause since young, I've gotten whatever I wanted, I lived in a sheltered family where things come by easily. To lose something, okay, not really losing, but to fail to get something I want was sooooooo... heartbreaking. But I will get over it, like, erm, by the end of today? I shouldn't waste time on being upset over such insignificant stuff right? Haha, yep, I'm fine. :)
I'll blog again 1month later? haha, when mid years end! Must must work hard okay! I'll be praying for every single one of you out there! We will survive! :D