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2012-01-24T18:08:00.003+08:00

My Chinese new year ended!! :D It was well, a pretty peaceful and successful one!! :D

On 20Jan, school's Chinese new year celebrations! But we call it AC celebrations, no idea why.. But, there was still lessons like wth, but cause I'm performing for CO, I had blue slip to leave early! :D That feeling's awesome~~ To be able to leave in the middle of the lesson, hahaha! :P Performance was quite successful barh, I had lesser stage fright now and saw my chem and econs teacher smiling at me on stage,haha:) Played Kpop medley and 贺新年！Heard that the feedback for both songs were rather good and I was so relieved after the perf ended because all the hard work for the past two weeks and the scoldings paid off! :D

And then there was Luo Hei ahhh~~ So funnnnnn~~ :D Then went out with waiteng, chai luan, zhi hao, xuankai and keith~ :) It was so funny seeing how xuankai made keith blushed like crazy, teasing him about his past crush, haha! Wanted to go scape's arcade and when we reached there, it was closed.. T.T then went to douby gaut? or was it outram park, can't rmb... T.T The arcade there's not bad also laa~~ Reached home at 9plus, haha! :)

21 Jan, Watched two episodes of running man in the morning! That was like the best sat I ever had since nov? Cause Saturdays are ALWAYS ruin by co practices.. :( laughed soooo much... :) Finished tuition hw in the afternoon, yea, i Know I'm crazy, and then the 1st reunion dinner at grandma's house... Had reunion dinner early cause one of my uncles was going overseas on the next day, so sad... haha... Kinda boring laa, stoned quite a lot there... But went to shop at west coast plaza with mum so not that bad! :)

22 Jan, woke up later than usual and spent quite some time surfing the net in the morning, haha! Then Bro came back in the afternoon... from camp.. Did some school homework while walking up and down the living room to catch a bit of tv before going out for another round of reunion dinner again! My cousin whose of the same age as my bro has huge muscles! haha, he trained too much liao laa, looked kinda scary... Sold my fun o rama coupons to my aunts but felt kinda bad cause I feel as though I'm cheating their money, hehe:)

23Jan, the first day of Lunar new year! :D Wore my pretty new BRIGHT RED dress with a black jacket, no photos though, too bad, HAHA, I think you wont wanna see it as well laa... :) Went to st Joesph church with family and the hall after renovation was sooo nice, and quite hi tech as well! With tv screens to show the readings without the need for us to fumble through the books to find out where they are, haha:) I like~~ :) Then, went to my mum's family for lunch!Buffet! Haha, it was so fun gambling with my relatives, especially my youngest uncle! :) I won 6dollars okayy!! :) With my great acting skills! :) Poker face:) Then, went to my dad's family side for dinner! had steamboat! But not really nice.. :( Reached home at 9pm plus, shagged but satisfied! :)

24Jan, which is today! Today's kinda the best day I had for the entire chinese new year celebration! :D Went to JP with dad, mum and bro for lunch and movieeeee~~ :) The Chicken Prosperity Burger is DAEBAK!!! :D And the curly fries are awesomeee~~ :DD Felt super duper satisfied! Then we watched The Viral Factor starring jay chou and Nicholas Tse! A very very good show with lots of gunshots and touching moments... Felt quite irritated when someone laughed when jay chou's dad in the movie died... haha... A good show, very action packed, and when you kind of let your guard down at some touching scenes, sudden gunshots will appear and the action starts all over again! :P Do watch it you are free! :) And the show is quite suited to be broad casted in Singapore as well, multilingual to the max, haha! :)

And mummy bought two slices of chocolate cake from Awfully Chocolate! Super nice! :D But its super ex, as well... haha!

Went home at 5plus! Yep, so its the end of my Chinese New Year! :D

Have a great dragon year my friends! :D

2012-01-15T09:26:00.002+08:00

Pretty amused by Amos Yee's book review video... haha:) Just happened to know about this little boy from Jack neo's new film... Love how the way he describes the book and makes me wanna read it as well! :D

First week of school had been crazy, was soooo busy, for the wrong things... Reached home at 7.30pm to 8pm for the first 3days of school due to co.. And got maligned for the mistakes I freaking didn't make at all during open house.. :(

But I'm realllllyyy happy that my form and gp teacher changed!!! hahahaha:) The new teacher looks really nice and the way she teaches is super interactive that didn't fall asleep at all for the 100mins gp lesson! happy happy! :) But she looks way too much like mdm francis so shall keep a safe distance from her... I'm quite motivated to do well for gp now! :)

And I guess I'm really sick of co now... Ystd explained the reason why I did not bother to send those emails to encourage bpco juniors to come to acco.. Its so freaking stressful in acco, because of the sco instructors whose expectations are so high you can't help but feel pressurised to do well..your grades will suffer damn badly... Like how I was for me last year.. dont come acco, like really, everyone will just you the good stuffs of acco, but conveniently leaves out the hardship in it.. The standard in bpco is so different from acco, dont destroy your two years jc life just like that.. I've suffered, and I dont want anymore of my juniors to suffer as well..

However, I will still remain in it, because of the wonderful pals as well as the commitment...

I feel like I'm ranting to myself, no one bothers to visit anymore right? haha.. CNY's coming = hongbaos = MONEYYYYYY!!! :DDD I'm so poor now... T.T

Jiayou! :)

2012-01-08T17:50:00.002+08:00

Dad got really happy when he knows how to write chinese characters in his phone, and he got angry when I said, 'Oh, good lor..' THEN WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY?! Jump in joy and hug you and scream, 'OMG, DAD YOU DID IT! WOWWWW!!! ' -.-

Tmr's release of Olevel results, one year had passed... Haha, kinda nostalgic... :)Read through my posts on 10jan2011 and how I made my choice to enter ac is kinda funny... haha:) But that was really the best day of my life, even with that ugly C5 english...

Now, I'm worried for my co juniors.. lol, although we aren't really close yet, and they have already DSA into AC so they only need 20 to get in AC officially, but, yea, still feel abit worried.. haha.. :)

And wth, school's starting tmr... that means waking up at 5.30am every single day.. T.T And I woke up at 9am today, how in the world I'm I suppose to crawl out of bed tmr?! Stresssss~~ :P

However, I'm looking forward to many many things as well! like the changing of GP and/or form teacher!!! fingers crossed! :)

My parents' making a big fuss about my sec1 cousin getting the merit award.. -.-

All the best for the new school term! Impt year ahead! As all adults say.. :P

2012-01-04T18:49:00.002+08:00

I dont know if it is a bad omen to post an emotional post at the start of the new year, but I think I'll burst if I dont voice it out, and I can't tell mum either, she'll be like, "想这样多做什么？！去读书啦！“ so yea..

I know I shouldn't think so much into it, like being in co for 5years, I should have gotten used to criticisms and let them go. If you are having this thought of, "CO again?!" then, dont bother to read the rest.

But just today, really, everything, every bad perf, every bad note I played, every criticisim I got, every scolding I recieved just sink nicely into my brain. And being a SL, i've gotten more. SO much more. And it sucks, really. I know all of these shit stuffs I get are to improve myself, but its hard not feel upset by them, especially a very experienced and good player treats it as a joke and laugh at you. I can endure and forget about everything if its just once, or twice. But every single practice is really too much, no matter how close or how unaffected I show. And as a joke? I know my mistakes and bad habits are really bad, but is 'disgusting'the right word to discribe them? I have tried my really best to kick the habit off when playing, but shouldnt you give me just a bit of respect that a human should recieve?

Maybe I'm just not suited to be in CO. I really wanted to just learn more in ACCO, and enjoy the best and friendliest atmosphere I can every find in ACJC, but maybe I'm too big headed of my ability. And I was too thick-skinned for my own good.

After today, I have made a firm decision never to join a CO ever again, I dont wanna be a burden to any excellent chinese orchestra.

But, I will do my best, and help ACCO tanbo in any way I can until after enCOre.

And thank you, Shen lao shi, for encouraging me today, seeing my discouraged face, that tanbo have improved.

And I dont hate you, i'm not even angry with you, I'm angry with how think skinned I am and how useless I have proved myself to be the SL of ACCO tanbo. Thank you for all that you have done to help me improve.

I will continue to put on a bubbly cheerful front and enjoy ACCO in every way I can for the coming 6months, but yea, I wont forget this feeling I have, this suckish feeling I have today.

I really love ACCO, alot, I'm just very upset with myself.

2011-12-28T20:45:00.013+08:00

YO~~~ Got really bored of revision so shall do some recap of 2011! And also because so much new stuffs have happened throughout the year, so its kinda worth it yea? :)

Firstly, I became part of the ACS family upon being accepted into ACJC... It was still okay for me to get used to the culture in AC since I'm a catholic, but I know some of my friends find it hard and uncomfortable with chapel and devotions.. I thought devotions were kinda cool at the start of the year and I really do reflect upon what was said but as time passes, haha, got sick and tired of them.. :P

Next...

Yea, you know it, whats JC without orientation.. I remember mum was sooo worried for orientation due to lots of crazy stories of how seniors torture their juniors, but nah, the three days of orientation were the best times of my life in ACJC.. However, now, I no longer have that much of love(?) for Briar, cuz everyone starts to drift apart to their own classes and clicks that even saying hello in school are kinda awkward.. Like you feel you need to start a conversation but dont know where to begin.. Haha, its inevitable for such feelings to appear after one whole year right? :)

When I start to lose contact with Briar, ACCO enriched my school life in AC... Although practices kinda suck at the beginning since I got scammed to get in early for syf, met up with really awesome companions.. :)As more people start to enter CO, I started to make more friends and not just pretend that I'm praticising hard while in fact, I was hoping that someone can talk to me... :) Really thankful for my great OG mate as well, thought he entered AC very late, if not for him, I would have been a completely lost sheep in ACCO and even maybe become an introvert...haha:)

Eh, for your info, this order is correct, I really started my co practices even before I knew what class in, thats how early I entered CO.. T.T I knew I should have kept my mouth shut when they asked I was an experienced player... hehe:P So yup, chose PCME Econs H1 and was placed in 1SB2.. I hated the class, to be frank. Because it was so hard to start a conversation or to mingle, and there were those kind of personalities that I really hated..

But I'm very thankful to have a soulmate in class, someone who I can really talk to comfortably, pour out my unhappiness, and even cry in front of her without feeling embarrassed or whatsoever.. I thought she was kind of quiet but no, in fact, she helped me get together with the girls in class, and was so helpful in every way... A great artist as well! haha:) When I told her my christian name was Nina, there is 'Nina' in almost every page of my lecture notes, haha:) But, she gets upset really easily because I tend to be to frank and not too good with my words and we had cold wars quite a number of times.. But the cold wars just made us know each other better, so yea, was thankful for those unhappy times as well.. In fact, I got a feeling I have made her angry like recently, but, we'll see.. :)

Idk why I can't find any photos of my bro in his army uniform lehh..So shall just post this letter.. This was written and drawn when bro was in BMT as a surprise for him, and, haha, he said he cried after reading this, PRO barh! BUT, he freaking lost it, thankfully I took a photo before sending it to him.. He said cuz they pretended to burn one whole stack of their letters away but they were just empty letters, so they were kinda in a trauma when they got the real letters from their family, enjoy reading! :)

Yup, actually Bro's entering into the army was a rather big thing for my parents, and myself as well.. I was quite uncomfortable like the first two months after he left for NS because there wasn't anyone to joke, quarrel, snatch nice food and steal the com from.. haha, I'm weird.. But yea, got used to it eventually, so seeing him once a week is sufficient, in fact, kinda find it irritating when he gets back cuz I will need to surrender the big computer irregardless of what I was doing.. hehe:)

And then there was march CO camp! My very very very first overnight camp in school compound, for two days 1night? I think...Or was it three days? eh, can't remember...It was really fun barh, though there was some awkward moments like waking up early and can't think of anything to talk about so just stared at one another until something happens to get a conversation rolling.. haha:)

MA FIRST GOLD IN SYF!!! :DDD okay, I've only been to like two syf but yea, ITS A GOLD! hahahaha... :D And an awesomeeee experience as well! Because we got to watched the results and the video of the composer for the set piece.. and a great time with my tanbo mates! :) And come to think of it, it was a bit amusing when my senior dropped her shoe on stage, okay, im so bad, hehe:) But, i still like BPCO liuqin senior the most! :)

Then there was enCOre! The biggest co perf I have been in for my 5years of co experience, hehe:) In a concert hall and the ticket was so freaking ex of 15dollars.. To me, i think its a bit not worth it for the audience because it was not that good to be worth so much, but yea, a very good experience.. I loveeee the applause everytime we complete a song, I know its not just for me, but at least im part of it right? lol, Im starting not to make sense.. -.-

Not forgetting PW, the nightmare for all or most JC1 students in Singapore.. T.T This was ripped off from my group's ppt for OP, we took a group photo but its not with me... :( It was kinda horrible at the start but, okay, I have to admit my group is really the best among the other groups in the class because of my group leader:) She leads very well, have everything organised but its just that she gets a bit too much when assigning work to do and got quite angry a couple of times.. But yea, all was resolved on 11.11.2011! :) Come to think of it, I must count myself to be very fortunate to be able to work with the best few people in class, and him. :) I'll miss PW in the sense that its the only Alevel subject that we can work together as a team! :) Hope for a big fat A grade when it comes out in April 2012! :) Love AC090:)

And studies.. *shiver* my results were really very bad at the start, I even failed my terms and got into SSP.. Because if you know me, I memorise alot, like really alot, but its completely redundant in JC, memorise without understanding and thats what I got, a fail... :( And I think I was struggling way too hard to socialise in the first few months as well, so I didn't studying or make an effort to do more than what is required... Upon getting into SSP, it really woke me up that I'm in the danger zone, that I was not on the right track.. Seeing a bright red 'Failed' in the report card sucks alot, so, I tried to memorise lesser, practice way more and thankfully, got promoted... But I barely scrape through laa.. :) I rmb crying so much when the papers from promos were released that the whole class saw and random people came to expressed concern, some who I've never expected.. So, after that day, I have a better impression of my class and I will try to maintain a close relationship with them next year as well! :D

Yup, thats about it! Not alot right... I shall leave out some unhappy moments and forget about them! :) No point thinking about them and feel upset all over again right? So 2012, what can I expect?

1. FUN-O-RAMA! A big scale ACJC carnival!! oh yah! ANYONE WANTS COUPONS?! haha... its on 24march, contact me if you want yea! Drag your friends along! :)

2.Self organised CO march camp! :) much whopping fun! :)

3.2SB2 and get to have assembly in the lecture hall! The best place to fall asleep for chapel! haha:)

4.Crazy covering of the rest of the 70% of Alevels syallabus. :(

5.Last but not least, ALEVELS... T.T

I most probably wont have any more posts for this year, so HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE!!!! Thanks for reading and hope you will have a great year ahead!!! :D MUACKS! :D

p.s This took me two whole hours, but its worth it to me! :)

2011-11-05T14:48:00.003+08:00

Just looked through all those orientation photos and the blog posts I wrote after each day of orientation, and felt, nostalgic...

In a blink of an eye, a year have passed by, I've grown so much, mentally and physically... I've grown mentally stronger and emotional, cause too much things had happened, some were well resolved, while others, just let time to heal them all... How I wish I can go back to those days, to meet new friends, to live life in the way that I'll contanstly anticipate for the next day to come.

Somehow, I have this crazy jealousy for those who have to repeat a year. Like what Mdm Annie yong said, they have a full year to sort out well, we only have 2months, and the immense pressure returns...

But I know I will not want to repeat, because I would have leave this school for good, to forgo all the friendships made and the memories created, starting a new life in another school, in hope for a better ending. I would have pretended that 2011 never existed, as though i was all along in a very long dream, or coma, and continue with where I had left off after O levels.

I entered ACJC in full of hopes and dreams, but the journey till today was so tiring and hard. Up till today, I still do not know whether I have made the right choice. But there's not turning back now right? At this half way mark, the only choice is to finish this race on the path that I've chose on my own.

I will continue on firmly, but its quite nice to reminisce the good times and the happiness that I once felt.

And thanks babes, for the awesome day yesterday, its been a very long while since I've laughed so much while being with friends, being with the ones I loved dearly... :)

FIGHTING! Off to assignments again! :P

2011-10-28T18:11:00.002+08:00

Wanted to write a post of how unsatisfying life is but decided not to...:)

Finally handed in our final Written Report, yayes:) Somehow, dont really feel that relieve whatsoever cause I didn't really get to see the 'birth' of it, so yea, FINALLY ITS DONE AND IT BOILS DOWN TO OP AND Q&A... :)

oh, something BIG occured! I'VE FOUND SIGNED UP FOR A iPLUS STUDENT PLAN WITH UNLIMITED SMS!!! WOOHOOOHOOO~~ uncontrolled messaging FTW! :p but the shitty thing is that i needa change my number and apparently some people choose to ignore my message to inform them and it becomes my fault that I didn't reply. >:( oh wells...

Dad and Mum just went away for a cruise, and to think I gave it up for PW but there isn't any meetings for the week, WTS. Now, im so stuck at home ALONE eating instant noodles... :( Haha, not so pathetic laa, just have to eat outside for all 3meals... :)Hope dad and mum will enjoy themselves and steal some nice food back! haha, just joking! :)

Looking forward to meeting casey tmr! hehe:) to YEW TEE, HAHAHA! :)

And, im so glad that you chose me, which means i will have many more chances to be with you. :)

Bye! :)

2011-10-23T22:07:00.002+08:00

OH ITS BEEN YET ANOTHER WEEK! :P

HOW'S PW? lots of breakdowns i guess... Have been staying up so late for the past week, but my group leader really did sooo much... Hope we will get A, all else all her efforts will be put to waste... For me, i think I've kinda did enough but definitely not as much as my group leader who edited the whole WR and OP slides so well... If you see this,

THANKS SOOOOO MUCH! :)

And got back my results on friday.. erm, not really good, but i guess it is enough for either a promotion or advanced... It will most prob be advanced, but kinda made a promise to myself that I will do something if i miraculously promote, like really promote... haha, just to motivate myself... :) for your info, advance is also a form of promote as well, like you'll get to JC2 but there will be lots of remedial in dec holidays and an exam at the start of JC2... Yet, which I think will be more beneficial to me cuz my JC1 foundation's quite bad... :/

And... I'VE FINALLY SIGN UP A STUDENT PLAN, WOOHOOHOO!!! HAHAHA:D happy much! :) like ystd... :)

And I'm so happy to spend so much time alone with you for the past week, w/o anyone saying anything, those moments that I'll never forget.. :) Can we stay like that even after OP? Please? teehee.. :)

Bye! :D

2011-10-18T18:02:00.002+08:00

Oh, its been a week! haha:)

So, had AC games for last thurs and fri which I HAPPENED to fall sick... :P and we're back to school for lessons here and there but with more emphasise on PW and MT... I love this post promos timetable... Like for today, we had 1hr and 20mins of PE, 40mins break, 1hr of chem spa, 1hr 40mins of BREAK and 1hour of pw... THE BEST! :p

But PW's soooo tiring and troublesome and irritating... I'm really bad at projects so I think I've kinda been a burden to my group... Like they have to constantly correct my grammar errors..oops:) But hope that the things I've contributed are enough...JIAYOU! LESS THAN ONE MONTH AND WE'RE FREAKING DONE! :)

I dont really think I'm doing much now actually, wanted to be a good member by starting my work early but keep looking at kpop stuffs... teehee...

OH CRAP, MY GROUP LEADER JUST ONLINE! I bet my msn will start flashing soooonnnn, like now. -.-

Bye!

JIAYOU FOR PW EVERYONE!!! YOU CAN DO IT! :D

2011-10-12T18:28:00.002+08:00

Just tidied up my room for the first time after promos! haha! Feel sooo accomplished! But I bet it will be messy again real soon... hehe:)

While I was flipping through my stuff, realised that I've forgotten so many things that had once happened... Found my O level certificate hidden with the drawers that I've totally forgot its existence.. Looking at the testimonial brought back some memories.. Like how I was so obedient studying, paying attention to lessons, going home straight after school, making sure that everything I do makes my parents happy.. But this year, I've turned bad, to a certain extent. I've somehow quarrelled with my parents more often and teared more often.. My mum even went to meet my form teacher, although it was totally that freaking teacher's fault.. But some, i was in the wrong.. Seems that as I grow older, as I start to make my own decisions, it is inevitable for disputes to occur, right?

Oh wells, JUST FINISHED CITY HUNTER!!!! woohoo~~ EVEN GREATER SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT! HAHAHA:D Lee Min Ho aka Lee Yun Sung looks soooooo cool in the show! Kim Na Na too!!! Soooo pretty~ :)I must admit this is a twee bit nicer show than playful kiss, which was the only show I watched before city hunter! BUT I STILL LOVE KIM HYUN JOONG! :D

LEE MIN HO HWAITING! CONTINUE YOUR ACTING CAREER AND BRING JOY TO ALL YOUR FANS! SARANGHEYO! :DD

I teared so many times in the show, especially when the prosecutor died as he sacrificed himself for the truth to be revealed by the city hunter, and the last scene when Yun Sung's father died... Mum thought I went crazy, to cry because of a show... hehe! :P

That's all, GO WATCH CITY HUNTER IF YOU DIDNT! Its really really worth it!! Although the 1st episode is super boring, but persevere on cuz THE BEST IS YET TO BE! LOL, random shit... :P

Bye Bye:)

2011-10-09T20:42:00.002+08:00

Taking a break from city hunter for pw research before the meeting, so hardworking right? haha! Im still so random... :P

I loveeee the tension in city hunter and lee min ho and kim na na!!! :D to think that i once thought it was boring after watching the first few mins... :P

"Do not be afraid of shadows, because not far away, there's light."

So true~

My fingertips hurts so much now cause have been playing guitar and Liuqin crazily to grow out my calluses before the first CO prac after promos start... I miss my co mates sooooo much... :( hope they do too! :)

Just spent some nice time with my parents in the morning to visit sis, church and bak ku teh! :) I still can't help but teared when i visited sis... Its been so long since i went, felt so guilty to be so caught up with life that i somehow forgot about sis... and church, although I'm in AC, but because of studies, i couldn't fulfill my sunday obligations for.. 6months? will try to attend mass more now.. And branch with dad and was so blissful,even though we ate at a roadside stall, but i thought this was the best meal i've had for the past two months... Who says a nice meal have to be at some classy restaurants? even sitting by the roadside can make me enjoy a meal so much... :)

haha, a twee bit sentimental again...

I can't wait for kim hyun joong's 'lucky' album! I bet it will bring about huge attention in korea's entertainment industry! LOL...:D

And, bogoshipta. :)

Bye! ^^

2011-10-08T15:16:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOO, IM BACK!!!! :DDD

Haha, hope your promos have ended as well! Now I just pray to be promoted.... Even advanced is okay as well, as long as i continue on with JC2... keeping fingers crossed.. T.T

Had an awesome day with 1SB2 after phys ystd!! Went to LAN! My first time yea... :) Thanks to my great PW mate who taught me well on how to play counterstrike! :P But i seriously hate the backstabbing.. :( felt like an idiot when i got knifed to death... haha! But it was fun! :D

Been watching city hunter all these while after returning home from LAN.. Hehe:) Must enjoy life before results comes out!

Somehow, I really hope that project work never ends... I know i sound crazy, but i really like this person's company.. Its all through PW that I get to spend time alone with this person... hehe:) Let's work well together! :)

Gonna continue with my city hunter!! Lee Min Ho's superrrrr shuai in this show! LOL.. Crazy fandom-ing again...

Have a good rest people! And jiayou for pw! :D

2011-09-17T00:15:00.002+08:00

This could be my last posts until after promos so I try to write a bit more yea?

Its the first time I'm updating at 12 plus, with my mum's snorings and the whole house in complete darkness except for my room... Haha, nice experience yea? :)

I guess I'm getting really comfortable with my class now! Really enjoy bullying the girls and getting bullied as well! Haha, well, its mostly the latter.. :P But yea, its really fun, when we no longer treat one another with respect and just play around with one another without any worries... Its the first time I'm so close and crazy in class.. In primary and secondary school, I was the meeky, quiet and shy girl who does nothing but mug.. But now, I'm a bit more recognised! :) Maybe not that much like others, kind of potrayed a tiny bit the wild side of me..haha:D Chan Kheng Yi have changed! In actual fact, I'm more well known as Nina now, like wts. Hehe:D

But kind of feel that I'm neglecting CO and Briar peers now.. I tend to ignore and pretend not to see them when I'm with my class.. I dont know why.. Feels damn bad later on...I'm gonna smile at everyone from next monday onwards! haha:D

Studies, I think I'm on the right track on, and my recent Econs essay test result has increase my confidence tremendously! But yea, I have a lottt to work on and catch up, since my terms was just epic fail... I WILL WORK HARD DERH!

Mid autumn celebrations in BP ended a few hours ago right? To you who had attended it, was it fun? Haha, I kind of dread such gatherings with ex bpians now.. Its like its been so long since I last saw time and I'm really happy to see those whom I have fought hard together for O levels, but there's nothing to talk about.. Teacher's day celebrations was... *shiver* Awkward ttm.. And I've never liked 3T1/4T1 much as well,so yea, I think I'll just move on and stop turning back... I'll always thank PB for raising me so well to get such good grades, but thats all... :)

And its been so long since I've liked someone so much, the last time was primary school which was in an oh so kiddy way,but its the first time liking someone in a mature way... hah, I know i'm really random but yea.. You will be that one that I'll work hard for promos, because I wanna graduate with you, to attend the same prom with you. You are my motivation. Even spending a short 5mins with you is a bliss, you're the only guy which I never feel awkward with, who dares to tease me childishly, and who cares about me when im alone. Thank you. You may treat me as your little sister, and I may not be that ideal type you like, but I'll still like you, alot. :)

I still sound so kiddy in the way I write, haiz...:( But that's my character yea! ahaha:D

Yup, I guess this is long enough to make you satisfied until after promos! haha!! Thanks so much for visiting and all the best for promos alright! I'll work hard, so you must do your best as well okay!

JIAYOU!

I'll be back on on 8oct, till then, work hard to enjoy the december holidays!!! :D

GOODBYE! :)

2011-09-14T16:29:00.002+08:00

Today's the only and last day I'm released early for the week so shall spend some time to update! :)

How's revision guys? Although there's really a lot to revise and so little time to do so, do take sometime to rest okay! Like what I'm doing now! haha:D

Today was fantastic! Although I embarrassed myself oh so much... :P I fell down thinking that the chair was in place for me to sit on and my friend threw the packet of mentos but did not close it well so all the mentos flew everywhere... and it happened in the cafe somemore! People looked at me like some freaking weirdo..haha, BUT IT WAS FUN! Some awesome bonding time with my class as well! :)

I think I'll need to cool down and really start being more serious with my work.. But my breaks are being well used up now! Did sooo much work as compared to before during breaks, with my awesome friend:D

Yup, jiayou guys! Be confident, for your confidence will allow others to be confident in you! Gah, randomness~~ :)

Bye! :)

2011-09-07T20:32:00.002+08:00

What if I say I like you?

What if I tell you the feelings I have towards you are more than just friends?

How would you react?

:)

2011-09-06T21:08:00.002+08:00

The power of social networking sites. wow.

As i read blogs that i've chanced upon, the person i read about, I cannot help feeling, is not quite the person I know.

I'm not crtitising, cause I know this applies to me as well... But how can someone be so different online and in real life? Which, is then the real personality of the person which I thought I've known all along?

What if everyone are just pretending, hiding their true character? What if someone close to me hates me to the core but pretends not to? What if...

Haha.. Getting sentimental and thinking too much again... I'm offically STRESSED.. >.<

I dont even know all these... mugging works.. I hope it will, I just wanna pass my promos and get promoted, not advanced... pleaseeeee:(

I guess I have to go back to my pw meeting now, I think its a bit obvious im not paying attention, haha:)

Bye~ ^.^

2011-09-01T22:36:00.002+08:00

Uh-oh, I didn't even do a single thing for the whole day today as well! T.T But I had a good rest! :D

I just realised I didn't say this very important sentence for the whole day:

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!!!!

HAHAHA:D Oh wells, there isn't any teachers I really like or are very close with in AC, but just wanna thank a particular teacher, my GP cum form teacher, for forcing me to become stronger and learn how to deal with extreme criticisms, thanks so much!

Today's FANTASTIC!!! REALLY!! Its the first time I've ever perform on teacher's day, so ACCO, yet again provided me a new experience, a memorable one which I'll never forget! :D

Although it was really boring when we were waiting behind the curtains with the MCs saying lame jokes, but the applause received before and after the performance made it all worthwhile! I know they aren't clapping particularly for me, haha, for I know the applause its for ACCO as a whole, an acknowledgement for listening our music piece to the end and appreciate the hard work we've put in. Hehe, every time I'm on stage, the best moment to me is definitely when we stand together as an orchestra, really loveeeeee it! :D

But I must admit this isn't my best performance, my lun's quite bad..will work harder de! :D

Side track a bit, I saw 'I' amongst the audience, and she seems I dont know, nonchalant to our performance. I mean, you are the one who refuse to perform, but you had once work together with us, maybe you should show some appreciation? Although you're good, but stop being so high and mighty of yourself, cause you ain't THAT excellent anyway. You're just, better than average.

And I LOVE hanging out with ACCO!!!! soooo much more than my class, really! That's why today's kind of the best school celebration for the year! I really dont mind the teasing at all, in fact, i think its fun, as long as it isn't too extreme! No matter what I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS:D I don't express my feelings that openly, but I really really do love being with you people and I'm super thankful to be in ACCO. *HUGS*

Hehe, enough of ACCO, went back to BP AND I FINALLY FINALLY SAW DA GUI!!!!!! AWESOME! :DDDD Miss her sooooo much!!! :) And went into the staff room for the first time, hehe:) A bit messy but its still heartwarming to see many familiar faces:D Felt a tiny bit displaced though, but oh wells, at least I've been back to the place that I familiar with and brought back some nice memories. :)

Yup, that's all! I'm gonna start my own intense study programme tomorrow! Have a nice September holidays! study hard! Cause I need to as well, my results are oh my gosh...T.T

Much loves<3

2011-08-27T19:21:00.002+08:00

Hey hey! Its been one full week without any updates again! Hehe, was really busy with lessons, tests, and CO... Thankfully CO practices are going to end soon after teacher's day celebrations performance... :)

So much have happened due the period of my absence..

Remember the perfect person I've talked about about a few months ago? She injured herself really badly! Although she may not know me, and I pretended not to know, it really hurts seeing her lying down in pain and have to sit on the wheelchair for her recovery...Really hope that she'll get well soon and stay strong... :) It may be an old injury, but please take care alright? jiayou:)

And... I PASSED MY FIRST ESSAY EXAM FOR GP!!!! :DDD hahaha! :) so happy~~ Okay, that's random...

Hmm... actually the week had been really crazy, like the earliest to reach home was 7pm and latest at 8.30pm.. Its was exhausting...Thankfully I SURVIVED IT WELL and here comes the long four days break like woohoo~~ :D Gonna pamper myself with late wake up time and a slow pace revision.. :)

Teacher's day is coming, a day where we will definitely meet up, like how it had been for the past 4years... But this year, are we? You guys have been awesome friends and settled down really well, I dont know whether I have been forgotten... Hope to hear the good news from you guys soon? Loves. <3

Alright, shall get on with life and hideous PW.. We are working oh so slowly... T.T

FIGHTING! STAY STRONG EVERYONE! :P

Writing a blog post is a million times easier than writing an essay. Haha, you must be thinking, 'LIKE DUH.' :)

2011-08-18T15:28:00.002+08:00

Did ya know, KIM HYUN JOONG IS IN SINGAPORE NOW!!!!! :DDDD

Hahaha~~ But, i dont think I'm gonna do anything about it laa... There will be a fan meet tomorrow at resorts world sentosa, but its elearning so yea, hope you will enjoy your stay in singapore, I'll support you mentally...:P CAuse I'm financially incapable of doing so... T.T

Just finish chem and phys spa, hope its okay... Took a nice one hour break and gonna continue studying now!

I'm a super fail blogger, cause I really dont have interesting to talk about...

Goodbye:)

Some times are better to be left unsaid. :)

2011-08-09T21:13:00.002+08:00

Happy National Day! :D

This year is kind of different right... Being Mr SR Nathan's last NDP as a President... I'll always remember you, Mr President! :)

School's National Day celebrations' boring.... I miss cheering competition, even though we never fail to embarrass ourselves, but at least its fun... T.T And crazy... Although we've never win, but every competition is unique in its own way... Manz, how I miss those times...

I dont think I've studied really hard these few days, I tend to slack here and there.. hehe:)

I have nothing else to say so goodbye! :)

Enjoy the last day of rest people! :)

2011-08-06T21:11:00.003+08:00

Miss me right? I know... :)

I don't know there's still anyone who visits this blog but since it was by god's grace that this blog was being set up, I shall continue to update as often as I can.

This is what happens when I hear devotions every single day for the month of july... Did ya notice that there hadn't been anything breaks throughout july except for weekends? I did, and I kinda making a big fuss about it to the people around me, haha:)

Well, life is hard and tiring these few days.. Have been reaching home at 7plus everyday for the past week due to SSP aka Smart Student Programme where we receive extra lectures or tutorials cause we are too smart... Haha:) Just joking.. Its Special Supplementary Programme for those who failed terms like me... :)

Ohh, I think it didn't mention it, I'm ACCO tanbo's SL.. :) And its both nice and hard.. Nice as I've always thought that been the SL is so cool since Sec1 when i first came in touch with Chinese Orchestra, yea, and ACCO gave me the chance to experience how its like.. Hard, when I couldn't be of any help at all to my fellow peers in tanbo, cause apart from liuqin and some knowledge in Zhong ruan, I know nothing else... For da ruan and papa... I must improve my skills, to help them whenever they need... :)

And sectionals of two people and the pipa principal player of SCO's so freaking stressful and scary... I hope I didn't leave a too bad impression of her.. And she knows I'm that SL even before I said anything, woah. Haha...

BUT, THE CONDUCTOR PRAISED ME DURING COMBINED TODAY HAHA SO HAPPY!!!! :DDD

He said I've made improvements like woohoo~:)

I should study now but I'm very lazy to... I told my mum I needa use the computer for PW but apparently no one's doing anything so oh wells, I shall spend sometime blogging.. I will start studying tmr, i promise! :)

Oh, i got myself a home math tutor, hope its useful cause its really hard to understand what my school tutor is teaching... :( JIAYOU!

Its the long weekends people! So rest well, recharge and stay strong! Remember that there will always be someone who truly cares about you!

And happy national day, singapore! Thank you for the great environment for me to live in, really... :D

Goodbye:) My mum's deathly stare's scary... haha:)

2011-07-24T09:54:00.002+08:00

I swear that I've really tried my best, I really did. But somehow it just doesn't seem to be enough... :(

Rather than to abandon the idea and change to a completely new one, why can't we just stick with it and improve on it? Changing it just only solve the problem of removing the imperfections of the current idea and brings about new difficulties of the new idea, isn't it? We are just trying to escape from the problems we are currently facing. Can't we find a time to talk to the tutor and convince her that it will work? There's no point in changing.

How I wish I can tell my PW group leader that.

It was a fantastic day yesterday, somehow I wish that everyday is a co day, They are ones that keep me going on in ACCO, in ACJC.... I really hope that I can hang out with the same people every single day, but the have their own friends, their own company right? I'm freaking pathetic...

But yea, I've survived 7months, alive and kicking, I'm sure I'll be able to survive until A levels...

Damn it, why I'm i all of a sudden so tired of being in my class... Its such a burden to be in the first few classes, where expectations are so high.. And the teachers, are so annoying. "This is SB2, I expect more from you." I'm sick of such words. I feel like screaming into their ears, "SO WHAT?!"

Life definitely will suck without them, my great CO mates. :)

Even after being in CO for 5years, i still love Chinese Orchestra, even with the many complaints at times. :D

Live well, live strong guys:D

2011-07-18T21:18:00.002+08:00

Hey guys!

Its been a long while!

Been really long that I dont know what to blog about...

I think I'm starting to get use to the rhythm of JC life. Haha, its really time to feel that way since its term 3 now right? haha...

How time flies....

I think I've admit to the fact that I feel awfully awkward in big groups of people..Or maybe, big groups of unfamiliar people... No matter how long I have known everyone of them, it is inevitable to feel a bit uncomfortable with one of them, and that 'i dont know what to chat about' feeling comes when everyone else gets paired up and engaged in their own conversations. I hate that feeling. So, this term, I've decided to stick to those whom i can totally let my guard down.. I will not make anymore attempts to mingle with others anymore. Its just so tiring...

Fine, I'm a loner, but i feel fantastic with just two people.

This term, its more of taking up leadership roles paseed down by seniors. This term, is all about settling down, removing the mindset of being a newcomer of JC and learn to think like a 17year old.

This term, is all about mugging in preparation for promos as well.

Or that's what I think. :)

Jiayou to you! :D

2011-07-04T18:31:00.003+08:00

On manz, its term3 tmr... :( Like really the start of term 3... Week 1 wasn't really the start of school, it feels like... Olevels? Hehe...

But I've really rested enough throughout these 5days lerh! Its even more than that during the june holidays. June holidays wasn't even a holiday at all, first two weeks were filled with co practices and last two weeks with terms' revision... T.T But this five days are really sufficient enough for be to charge up and continue with school life! :DD finish watching playful kiss real edition and youtube edition! Pro barh~~ :P As well as that super funny running man episode of daesung and yonghwa!! :DD Laughed so hard while watching~~

Hope you guys enjoyed your post terms break as well!! All the best for term3!!! :D

Fighting!!! :DD

I'll update myself with kim hyun joong stuffs in the sometimes though... :D spent sooo much time looking at all the past and present videos of him through these five days.. :P Sarangheyo<3

Bye~~ May update less frequently from now on, dont miss me! :)

2011-07-02T17:35:00.002+08:00

Cried so much today that my eyes are so tired and puffy...Well, the reason for my puffy eyes is because of a relative's funeral I've just attended..I'm not really close with that relative, who's my deceased grandfather's sister's husband... Long relationship eh? But I've went for he's birthday celebrations and visited him for the past two years during chinese new year.. But during these two years, he had been bed ridden...Yea, I can't help feeling sad everytime I see him... Yet he passed away a few days ago...

So, I thought I be there with a light heart, but when I paid respects to him, I was quite emotional, but I didn't cry.. Then, my relatives start asking me questions like how's ac and such, i immediately thought of the gp teacher, how she mentally tortured me and so, I teared.. I really don't know how I linked this two incidents together, it just happened... You know, that feeling of being down and such and you'll start thinking all the unhappy memories at one go.. Yea, that's what happened to me.. My relatives must have thought that I'm crazy... Thanks casey, for your caring and fast messages, I really don't know what will happen to me without you at that time...

I was feeling better on the way to Mandai, with mummy.. But during the cremation the little boys, the deceased relatives' grandsons wailed soooo loudly that they made everyone there cried, including me... It was heart wrenching.. And I believed they were quite close cause they have been living together... I think my eyes were teary for the whole morning, resulting in the puffy eyes now..

But I'm really fine now! :D I really dislike such stuffs, but its really something that everyone will have to go through in our lives.. right? I'm starting to go through more and more of such things now.. :)

Hehe, gonna watch some nice shows to get my mood back cause I'M BACK TO STUDYING TMR! Yea, I'm fast right? Just think that I should put an end to my slack mood... :P

Bye:D

2011-07-01T21:20:00.002+08:00

NOW THIS IS WHAT I CALL LIFE. :D

Terms ended yesterday, and I'm finally spending my time as a teenager rather than a mugger... :) Had lunch after the last paper with part of Briar for clara's birthday!!! I really like her and I'm sooooo blessed that I can know such a friendly, extremely pretty and super responsible, ethu op rep and friend!!! Really hope that I can be friends with her the way till graduation!!! :P Haha:)

Watched lots and lots of korean shows after lunch as well!! Omg, daesung and yong hwa made me laugh sooooo much in running man!!! Its been a very long time since I laughed sooo hard and sincere... :) Daesung, stay strong okay! I'm sure you'll be able to pass this ordeal!! Really look forward to your comeback again!! FIGHTING!

Spent a day with mummy at bugis!!! Great shopping spree! I think GSS is ending soon... haha:) Bought quite a number of things:D Been a while since I've spent time with mum every since school started, really didn't have much time to chat and spend time with her due to studies, co, and struggle to adapt to jc..

Oh, I AM SOOO GONNA GET INTO SSP FOR SURE. I SCREW UP TERMS LIKE NOBODY BUSINESS. For those who don't what SSP this, actually I'm not really sure as well.. I think its something where you have to stay in school until 6pm where there will be teachers there to ensure you study because doing bad for terms meant to them that we didn't study, hard enough. I guess.. Oh wells, I asked my mum how she will feel if I get into SSP and she's like, 'Not bad what, studying in school...' So, SSP HERE I COME!!!!

Shall enjoy life ttm before tues comes... :)

Have a good rest people! I'm sure most of you guys completed your blocks, mid years, terms, so rest well and recharge for TERM THREE! :D

Jiayou! :)

2011-06-20T09:40:00.002+08:00

Happy belated Father's day!!! :D

Its ystd right~ haha, I'm a day late.. But it wasn't very much special, stayed at home revising for terms.. haiz...But heard something on the radio which I find it quite funny and very true.. Hope you guys understand even with my poor grammar! Haha~

When a 20 years old married man messaged, 'I love you' to his wife, the wife will return with,'Awww, I LOVE YOU TOO~~ '

When a 30 years old married man did the same thing, the wife will return with, 'Been drinking too much again yea?'

When a 40years old married man did the same thing as well, the wife will return with,'Don't be disgusting.'

When a 50 years old married man did the same thing too, the wife will return with, 'You dirty old man, sent the wrong message again? You're gonna get it from me when you come back.'

Hehe, fine, maybe its not funny... I'm too stressed with studies..LOL.. Actually I'm not, I'm checking FB and twitter quite frequently.. Jiayou for terms and mid years guys!! Don't give up! Though I agree life kinda sucks now... T.T

FIGHTING! SARANGHEYO!!! :DDD

Back to my lovely physics...

2011-06-16T11:32:00.002+08:00

My first ever interview in my 17years of my life is a FAILURE. Actually I thought it was okay, but when I told my mum what I had said, she was like,'Why you say until like that?!' Emo... T.T

Okay, I dont think I'll feel anything if I didn't get into Exco in acco now, little motivation to get in as well.. Hehe..

Studies are more impt now, I got a super bad feeling for my Terms..

Jiayou for your Mid year exams too people! :) You guys will definitely do better than me, so don't worry... hehe:)

Bye bye:D

My update is a bit useless right~ But at least i did! :)

Here i come, chem!! I'm gonna do Miss Koh proud by not getting an S anymore.. haha:)

2011-06-14T17:38:00.003+08:00

Its been 10days since I've last posted.. How time flies yea? Hehe~~ :) I've been wanting to blog but everytime i sign in, my mum will be like, 'are you doing your work?!' argh...Shall talk about some significant events that I've went through during these 10days...

MY BIRTHDAY!!
IT WAS FANTASTIC!!!! Though I spent the whole day with ACCO for enCOre rehearsal, it was super duper ultra memorable!!! They gave a short yet super sweet birthday celebration during the combined break. . No wonder I felt so weird throughout the whole day, like everyone around me keep on disappearing...haha:) But it was soooooo sweeeeeeeeet!! :DD The pizza, the cake, the big card, and yea, the BOTTLE was soooo nice:) (Wanna know why i capitalised the bottle, ask me personally...-.-) Hehe, thanks sooooo much guys!! :D You guys made me love acco once more... :D thankssssss:DD As well as all the sweet well wishes on facebook and phone, the nice music box by huifang, the longest, best frienship ever and the earpiece with cookies by rachel:D hehe, thanks everyone for making my 17th birthday the best bday ever:D

EnCOre on 12jun!!!!
I'M SOOOOO SAD IT HAS ENDED... T.T It was tiring but everything was sooooo worth it!!! Although practices are sooooo hectic and irritating, yet the applause we receive on stage after each and every song was priceless... :D Although i keep grumbling about how being the backstage manager is boring, yet I just realise that I'm one of the few members that are able to hear all the performances for this year enCOre..So maybe I should be thankful for it... And spending the whole day with seniors and friends was sooooo fun!!! And i love the comeback of MATSURI!!! HU HA HU HA HU HA!!!! And playing with ACCO was sooooo much better than playing with BPCO cause everyone was soooo willing to shout!!! I rmb that time in BPCO, no one shouted because we were freaking so we didn't shout at all... Totally shouted my loudest since it was the last, very last song as an encore for enCOre'11... enCOre was a duper successfully one!!! :DDD enCOre'12 will be definitely better!! watch out guys!! :DDD

CIP today
It suck. I mean it. Totally. Wasted my time, my money, my energy, what the shit. But thanks for organising it, at least i have 5hours of cip now. So sorry, but it just sucks.

Haha, yup, thats all! First two weeks of june holidays just flew past with the crazy co pracs, but the next two weeks will be a mugging one..T.T jiayou guys! Jiayou, chan kheng yi!

BB~~ :)

2011-06-04T18:32:00.002+08:00

Just came back from 8hours long CO practice...

Feeling super grumpy now..

I thought a concert should be something fun, something worth anticipating, a chance for us to showcase our musical skills to the public, for us to show that the quarrels that we have with our parents when we keep going for practices during the SYF season was worth it.. I thought it will leave very good memories that I have with the J2 seniors.. But I was wrong.

Its so troublesome, so stressful, and especially demoralising... Getting naggings, scoldings, criticism, sacarsm every single practice was not the impression that I have towards Chinese Orchestra, until I came to ACCO.. I really think that it will end after SYF, I was totally looking forward to the next practice after SYF ended, really, because it will be more relaxing and enjoyable then, without the stress of not getting Gold. But yea, I was disappointed... I didn't join a CCA to spend so much money on clothes and INSTRUCTOR FEES, I joined because I thought it will add colours to my JC life...

Not that I really HATE co to the core, of course.. I love my friends there, although they came in touch with their instruments this year, but I really admire the way they treat practices seriously, always doing their best to improve, and never giving up... In sec1, the self motivation that I have was sooooo much lesser than them... haha.. Me salutes you guys! :)

I'm just venting my frustrations, if not I think I'll burst... hehe:) And my dear senior, I dont get angry easily laa... The only chance of making me angry its only when I'm being scolded for nothing.. really..Okay, maybe I was disappointed at times, when you leave me alone to do admin stuffs, yea, like a lonely child... But other than that, I'm really fine! :)

I hope this post doesn't cost me to lose my chance to be in exco...But I think its almost impossible for me to get in too, I have too little connections in CO, especially with the pres, but I'm happy with my status quo... :)

Feeling much better now... after all the ramblings.. thanks for your listening ears... :D

2011-05-29T21:58:00.003+08:00

It's been a really long time since I've updated yea? This long post is for those who care about me.. But I doubt there will be anyone... -.- I've deserted this for far too long... :(

Quite a lot of big things happened during the period of my absence.. Shall list them down one by one, look out guys! For the return of kheng yi, the long winded and grammatically bad girl! haha:)

1) SYF on 5May2011

Yea, we got gold!! :D Although we really wanted more of GWH, reality shot me at the last few practices.. It was the exact same case of how it like when I participated SYF in 2009.. Everyone was so tensed up.. Really.. I thought it was gone case after SYF, cause I did not perform up to my standard as well.. Getting gold was such a relief.. We managed to maintain the standard set up by previous batches... And it was the first and the last time being able to be present at the annoucement of results! The atmosphere was wowwwww... Hehe, thanks acco, for giving the chance to finish my last SYF well... :D

2) New found friends

These five months could not have pass so well without my beloved AC friends.. I definitely still love you guys that I had met in BP, and I really miss all you guys dearly, but life must still go on being in a total new environment.. I realised that it is only when I let go of my original personality to suit others that I can really make others happy, and make people like me.. People think that I am timid and I do not have a temper, but I do. Everyone has one, right? Its just that I choose not to show it even when I feel disturbed or irritated.. I leave all my anger until I get home.. A cool bath as well as the concern showered by mummy get rid of them... Haha, but its rare laa.. The people I've met and befriended with are really nice people, both in CO and in SB2.. And I'm really thankful of them.. For talking to me when I'm alone, for being there when I'm crying(yes, its you all 6 girls, from SB2), and relieving the awkwardness when a person I'm uncomfortable with is there.. I don't show how much I love you guys, I don't give hugs or kisses, but i hope my simple actions at times will make u feel that I care about you.Cheers! :)

3) Unlucky
I have met up with a really horrible incident. I have this crazy teacher who scolded me for FORTY FIVE MINUTES just because I WAS TRYING TO TELL HER I HAVE AN EXTRA ECONS LESSON LIKE WTS.Okay, the story goes like this, if you wanna know.. I have extra lessons every tues because of my bad olevel result of this subject, a C5, it was bearable, apart from her telling me repeatedly that I WILL FAIL MY GP every single time I see, AND ITS DEFINITELY NOT TWICE like what she told my mum.. So, I approached her personally and I started my line, 'Madam, my class have extra econs lesson tomorrow after school, so...' I DID NOT EVEN GET THE CHANCE TO FINISH MY SENTENCE and i stood there like a complete idiot, a completely defenceless little girl hearing her scolding me for FORTY FIVE MINS with that look of disgust on her face. AWESOME. You know, 45mins is REALLY BAD, and i was scolded for NOTHING. I bit my lips for so long in anger and cried cowardly, but it was so hard to control, for 45mins... Then my mum and sangu went to see her, because mum was disappointed with how much I cried when telling her what happended, and yea, she brainwashed them so well. She did not even dare to ans how long she scolded me when mum asked, she said she only said that I'll fail my exam twice like PLEASE, its more than TWENTY TIMES. And she said she scolded to other two. HAHA. Like when man. Okay, you scolded the guy, but for how long, 5mins? and you didn't even look at the girl cuz you say she LOOKS LIKE YOU.

But I guess I have to thank you for making me grow up, for letting me to understand the importance of rebelling. I will protect myself from now on, I will NOT show that weak side of mine again. I have changed, maybe not in front of my peers who believed in me, but I will show that side of me in front of you from now on. I will nor respect you as a teacher anymore, cuz you are totally not worth my respect, shooting me down as though I have no feelings. I don't care if you chanced upon this, I'm good enough not to mention your name, cause I admit to the fact that you are my teacher, sadly.

4) June holidays

Okay, on a brighter note, ITS THE HOLIDAYS. Today was wonderful, spent a great time with my family.. Its bro's birthday too! We had ice cream cake and pizza~~ And I really rested well for the whole day, not doing any academic stuffs.. Its as though going back to the time after olevels.. But all these have to end by today.. Gonna go back to complete all my hw, pw and project stuffs... :( But at least I have today to motivate me on. :D

5) KPOP
Haha! Its been a while yea? For me being crazy all over again with KPOP stuffs and KIM HYUN JOONG!! Hyun Joong oppa's comeback is on 8june on my birthday like woohoo!!! hahaha!! TOTALLY CAN'T WAIT!! Its been so longg~~ like 1 whole year after the end of 'Love ya' album promotion.. And the members of doubleS have all release their mini albums..First with Jung Min of 'Not alone', Hyung Jun of 'Girl' and Young Saeng of 'Let it go'.. I bet hyun joong's comeback will be a super big event in the Korean entertainment industry!! haha! Look out, hallyu stars!! :P Just joking!! :D In the meantime, I've start to like quite a lot of other korean groups like CN Blue, SNSD and Big Bang.. And I think i'm starting to like this comedian called Jaesuk!! He's like in all the shows I've watched- Running man, famly outing, Infinity challenge and I bet there's many more! hehe:D he's presence never fails to make to laugh so hard.. :D

Yup, that's quite all my disappearance in 1month.. Hope you guys have been living, eating and sleeping well!! Thanks for your concern if you have read this post till the end.. I'm really grateful to have you as my friend! Here's a kiss for you!

*MUACKS*

HEHE:p have a fruitful and enjoyable holiday! Rest well! Till we meet again! :D

2011-05-05T21:35:00.002+08:00

5 more days to SYF.

Are we there yet? I doubt so. Silver is definitely possible, but gold seemed sooo far.. There's no one to blame, the standard is just there. Maybe because there are lots of inexperienced players, the standard of co is hard to raise... But they are really very good lerh, based on the fact that they've only came in touch with the instrument for like 4months..

I really hope for a gold, I'll pray hard everyday from now on for a gold. I don't know why everyone's still so relax at CO practices. Everyone disperse to all places during breaks. Shouldn't now be the time where everyone should get tense up and really practise like there's no tomorrow? I don't know.. Or maybe I'm overly worried.

I really want a gold, I've spent so much time, money and energy, I dont want a silver in return of what I have put into ACCO.

Haha, jiayou ACCO. We really need a lot of oil. I need a lot of oil too... TIAN ZANG~~ T.T

Let's work hard, its just 5days, all the fun should stop temporary, dont cha think so? :)

FIGHTING!

I MISS BRIAR. :(

2011-05-01T20:52:00.003+08:00

Feel like blogging in the middle of working on my physics tutorial... :)

Really happy that I'm finally handing up the final PI, a sense of relief... But the worst is yet to be, had a horribly bad start where my awesome group leader pushed all the work to me, claiming that it's just a 'çopy and paste' job and that 'Because its my PI, so I know best'. Fantastic. I don't know how it will be like as the project proceeds, I may become the legendary 'sai kang' warrior. But for now, I'll continue to wear my happiness like a mask and SMILE.

I'm so doomed if any of them chanced upon this blog.

Haha, I'm just venting my frustration and stress laa~ :)

Tomorrow's a holiday-in-lieu of labour day, but I have CO prac, we are worst than labourers yea?

Alright, I'm a bit stress out I guess..

School has being going on fine i guess, I wanted to be a loud and noticeable person in JC, but i realised I'm not fit to be at all. Its hard. Really. I don't get comfortable with everyone so easily unlike some.. I find it really awkward hugging others, I treat unfamiliar people with respect until I get comfortable with them. I don't talk crap easily. Up to now, there's only about 5 in AC which I'm really at ease with, and they come from everywhere- OG, class and CO. That's why I do not have large group of clicks. I feel weird in clicks.

Or maybe, I'm the one who is weird.

Still trying to get my footing onto d'AC land.

I wonder how hard I'll cry when my CO seniors leave in less than 2months time, LOL.. But I'm really relying too much on them...The only motivation of turning up for countless practices are because of them. They had treated me so well, I don't want to to disappoint them. Or maybe I'm the only one who thinks this way, maybe they'll treat everyone the same.

Haha.. Talking crap and being emo again...

Have fun guys! I know you guys have been living well, at least better than me.

I love to motivate others, because I know that a few words of care and concern can really brighten up their day, when they feel that no one cares for them, at least I'll pop out from somewhere to tell them, I'm here. But who is there to motivate me?

Bye:)

2011-04-22T15:33:00.002+08:00

WOOTS ITS GOOD FRIDAY! :D

Feels great not going to school even though I'm not meeting anyone out.. haha...

I shall be a bit more productive today! :)

Lets see, I shall finish both PI DRAFT THREE like omg and the independent learning project with my dear casey, LOL.. I think I'll get 1001 bruises after two years with the time I'm spending with her... hahaha.. But I must admit that she's a nice friend.. Who says that you need to have alot of friends to be happy? Just one super duper close friend is definitely enough for me! :)

Yup, after that I shall enjoy life a bit before working on ECONS, common test next tues... T.T GOD BLESS ME... T.T

Hehe, random post with its aim just to waste a bit more time before starting work.... :)

GOODBYE!

2011-04-21T20:38:00.002+08:00

Hey BPCO juniors!! Don't be too disappointed with the result okay! Though the result is important, yet the skills that you guys have acquire, the friends you've made and many precious memories you've created in BPCO are those that can't be judged and will last forever! Accept the result and move on, like how we faced it two years ago! Guide your juniors and make sure that they don't make the same mistakes again! Anyway, Silver is really really good enough! :)

Alright, now its time for me to face yet another SYF, with ACCO.. I really wanna get at least a gold, because the TIME I've put in for CO's like 10x the amount as compared to when I was in BPCO, twice the scoldings by the counductor and approx. thrice the amount of money I've spent.. YEA, ITS CRAZY. :( And being in ACCO, in actual fact, hadn't been that nice of an experience than in BPCO..

The seniors are really nice, my SL who always give suggestions on how I can improve, and she's got a DIPLOMA in Pipa like OMG, another pipa senior who gave me a lot of tips on how to study for J1 and accompanied me when I'm lonely, and zhongruan senior whose always duper high, lifting up our spirits in both combined and sectionals.. Love them for that:)

However,combined's damn stressful... He became really strict and harsh in his words when some people did not play well... Its really uncomfortable now.. And I really miss Jasmin who sat beside me in BPCO.. My senior now is like so serious in combined.. She never ever talks to me during combined, not even a single bit.. Being the vice pres of ACCO, she will just leave me alone during breaks.. I really hate it, like such a bloody loner, hate being the only liuqinist, hate the moments i had to play out loud alone in combined and sectionals... I miss how Jasmin prank me, talk bad abt teachers, make random jokes and comments, everything and everything...

Really, BPCO juniors, you guys should really cherish the moments in BPCO, because once gone, it will never come back...

Haha, I make it sound as though being in ACCO is a torture.. -.- Maybe its still manageable for now i guess... Going to SCH on sat for rehearsal.. :) Hope it'll be fun..I like my CO friends in Tanbo though.. :)

Yea, ACCO must get a gold, or even better, GWH, if not, I think I'll really cry to death..

No matter how much I wish to deny it, I shall admit that I've lost my passion in Chinese Orchestra now. It will take a lot of time to make it come back.

For now, I'll just work hard as a normal member to gain glory for the orchestra and for the school barh!

JIAYOU!

JIAYOU TO NJCO AS WELL! hahaha:D My dear co pals! :)

2011-04-15T20:32:00.003+08:00

Update for this week!

Mass pe this week was not tiring at all for the first time, and we played games like FIVE STONES as it was the NE week.... Quite boring...

Had my first 3 common tests! I'm so going flunk Math and Physice, but i think i did quite ok for GP was an awesome 41.5/50! :D Its good enough to me! :)

Thurs, the fun pe was yea, REALLY FUN! Did gymnastic.. I fell down from two people's shoulders in a totally unglam manner... I have lost all my image after the PE... BUT ITS FUN! Took lots and lots of photos too!! :D

Oh, I got my PW group as well! Yep, thankfully, they are all really nice people and was really happy that I'm in the same group with Lip Leon, an awesome 105/205-ian! :D Hehe, lets own our PW and achieve an A yea? :D

Relaxed a bit and watched this 3parts DVD of the making of doubleS japan concert, and it made me miss them even more... :( Heard that they can only have a comeback in 2012, hope I can live till then to see there comeback,LOL... Studies/CCA/tests/hw/PROJECT WORK is killing me... T.T haha...

Jiayou guys! :)

Goodbye, shall start work now, I feel really refresh after a 2hour break! :)

2011-04-09T20:24:00.002+08:00

Life is hard now..

Its so hard to manage a balance between CO and studies. Practices are no longer fun, discipline, expectations getting stricter each time, and I dont even know why I'm still attending all practice sessions obediently. There's no motivation for me to carry on, well, I guess its because of the amazing seniors and friends I've made that push me on... :)

I'm getting comfortable with my class now, I think, no longer feeling awkward with them.. I think Captain's ball had made us closer, LOL.. But I feel like I'm always running away from the majority of the class to the library with a few others to complete those homework which I'll never be able to catch up..

PW has been been smooth sailing as well, with my idea being accepted, but there are still a lot of amendments to be made larh~ :)

OH, i have officially hate a teacher to the core, that's something new... Hah..

Yea, that's my update of my life this week... :)

Hope you guys have been spending time and handling work well!

Common tests are starting next week, the best is yet to be!

Hehehe:)

2011-04-03T12:19:00.002+08:00

I cried after watching the last episode of the yongseo, goguma couple.. yea, its awfully touching... T.T may yonghwa and seohyun be successful in whatever they do in the future! :)

Went back to bpghs on 1st april for speech day... And i realise how stupid i was in the past to want to leave bp.. Should be cherish all those moments in Bp, and now, I feel that I've outgrown of it.. Had this crazy thought of getting myself retained or being a NA student to stay in BP for another year... I miss so many people, friends, teachers, environment, toilets and even the air in Bp... LOL.. I was surprised to how mrs poh had joked with me and how zhang lao shi had remembered me..

BP is like going back home, the place that I feel really comfortable in... Even hanging out with sharleen and lip leon was so fun, even though we weren't that close in 105/205.. Really enjoyed gossiping, talking and crapping with all ex-bpians..

Really had a super nice april fool's day with BPGHS, i didn't prank anyone, yet just being back to the familiar environment where i had spent my 4years in is enough..

BPGHS, I LOVE YOU! :D

Its hard for me to like AC now.. With a bloody asshole teacher that apparently have some mental conditions.. And now i have to get on with my super failed PI.. And i will have to face people which now seem so much like strangers to me.. Its hard to adapt to AC's culture.. But since I've made the choice on my own, I will TRY not to regret..

JIAYOU CHAN KHENG YI! and you too, who is reading this.. :)

I've removed my tagboard cause it seems redundant and the spams are irritating me.. :)

2011-03-20T13:31:00.002+08:00

393 days had passed for seohyun and yong hwa, and now it is ending soon.. :( Actually it had already ended on 14march, that was when the last filming was done for the yongseo, the goguma couple.. For the first time, I dont want next sunday to come, LOL, i think i need to prepare one whole box of tissue when watching.. It has become a habit to anticipate the release of the episode for the week... and now, it will be over by next week.. haiz.. how time flies...

Haha, kind of felt that march holidays are much busier than the usual school days, like today's the only day that i can really stay at home and complete the rest of those tutorials.. Next week will be a crazy one, with co pracs on mon, weds, fri and sat, insanity ttm.. i think i will cry badly if we dont get a gold lorhh~ :(

yea, have fun in term 2 guys! or perhaps, TRY to have fun... :P

Shall continue with my demand and supply... haiz~~ T.T

Goodbye! :)

2011-03-10T18:25:00.002+08:00

HEY PEOPLE!! HOW'S LIFE? :D

Been feeling a super strong sense of accomplishment because I've COMPLETED MY FIRST EVER PI!!!!!!! :DDDD *CLAPS* LOLLL...

School's boring now... my class is sooo darn hard to talk to, been starting to stick with only one person.. gah, now i seem antisocial... T.T

But some of my teachers are nice y'know! I like my chem tutor! She's the only tutor I dare to ask questions in class:D An my two-periods PE teacher cause he's really really nice... and shuai too! LOL~:p

I think I'm dying with all those new things taught in lectures, I keep dozing of in Phyics lectures for IDK what resaon... T.T Yea, but i think when I do tutorials, everything kind of start to make sense larhh~~

I dont think I will have the chance to blog when march holidays start... WHICH IS AFTER TMR!!!! :DD CO camp from mon-weds, probably phys tuition on thurs and hopefully BRIAR'S OUTING on fri!!! :PPP please please please let the outing happen... We are kind of drifting apart le lehhhhh~~ But i think I'm the only one who feels this way, everyone's super comfortable in their own classes.. HAIZ.

Hope that CO camp will be funnnn!! :) HOPE~

You guys have fun in march hols as well okays? Don't study/mug/revise too hard, must enjoy a bit too!! Cause its impossible to do so next year... :(

JIAYOUS! :) I sound damn cheerful yea, cause that happiness of completing my FIRST EVER, MUST EMPHASISE, F.I.R.S.T E.V.E.R PI haven diminish yet!!!! :P

GOODBYE:)

OH, Park Jung Min and Kim Hyung Jun's solo songs are fantastic!! DOUBLE S HWAITING! Hyun joong oppa, I'll wait for you patiently till May! :) Possessed by a crazy TripleS fan! ^^

2011-03-06T08:28:00.002+08:00

May god bless my pw.

Like seriously, I have such a 'fantastic' pw tutor that pangseh us for the first lecture while all the other classes are having their first briefing and we looked like some lost kids waiting for our parents.. And she pretended as if nothing had happened, not even bothering to apologise the next lesson.. She is ALWAYS late for every tutorial, and same, didn't bothering to say anything about it like WTH.. The only thing she does best is to show us the PI by past students.. And she said that it would be based on our luck to see the better ones.. LOL. Can't she just show us what she thinks is beneficial to us? zzzz...

Haha, yea, im complaining again.. -.-

But on a brighter note, MARCH HOLIDAYS IS COMINGGGGG~~ Although it will be eaten up much by co camp, but at least there's no tutorials and lectures for a week!!! :D

Hahaha~~ shall continue with my pile of homework nowwww... T.T

JIAYOUS! 5more days to endure before a week of rest! :)

2011-03-01T17:42:00.002+08:00

How can someone be so perfect?

She's beautiful, kind, friendly, positive, hardworking, cheerful and so many adjectives that really suits her a lot...

Haha, nah, I'm not talking about you, its my og mate's friend.. :) Now, I really wanna get to know her more, but she's too perfect for an imperfectionist like me to talk with.. I'm not exggerating, I believe you will feel this way if you see her too.. Its no surprise to know why so many guys like her now, because she's really perfect... haha, excessive use of perfect but she really is.. I bet you will think that I'm jealous, but I'm NOT, because I don't even have the right to be jealous of her, cause she's too.. yea, perfect.

Maybe she has her own flaws too that we don't know, but for now, I think she's a good role model to me and many other people.... :)

Alright, I guess everyone is special in their own ways, but I've tried to crack my brains yet I can't still think of any positive adjectives to describe myself. I think I'm full of flaws.. I think I'm temperamental, sensitive, noisy, irritating, slow, immature~~

Thinking a bit too much again.. Finished all homework so I guess I have the time do so.. Haha, there's lots of closet muggers in my class, so I can't fall behind them right? Shall revise a bit later, but for now, I feel like enjoying my life for a little longer... :)

1st march, my march wish, I guess, is to convert some flaws of mine to better ones? :)

2011-02-28T19:43:00.003+08:00

TODAY WAS DAEBAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDD

Founder's day today, the event was boring ttm... but BRIAR OUTING WAS FANTASTIC!!!! :DD

Went to swensens for lunch with briar and ogls apart from gary who nvr fails to pangseh us... -.- hahaha.. BUT ITS STILL DUPER FUN!!! took many crazyyy photos and kind of made quite a nuisance... hehe.. i think we'll be banned from there next time...

Then went to megan's house!!! didn't known there are hidden talents within the guys like xuankai and mark who can play the piano... talked sooo much about gays... -.- and played a fast edition of heart attack!! the same style just that it involves 'pigs'and that we can't talk to the pigs which i did like WTH... almost kana forfeit.. and its sooo funny when the pig made a comment followed by total awkward silence.. omg, damn funny ttm... the forfeit was LOL.. i think Briar is awesome in all ways just that we need to be more creative in thinking of forfeits... hahaha:D

soooo many photos taken today sia!!! me loveeee it!! stayed outside till 5.30pm although the event ends like around 11am? OOPS... shall chiong my gp and phys hw later although ystd is yet another boring founder's day.. -.- and its at indoor stadium like wth... got so shocked upon seeing the crazy long dist sia... hahaha:) shall spend some quality time with my awesome waiteng!!! :DD

me enjoys today, Briar washed away all my monday blues!! hope you are too!! :D

Jiayou court and evan for your terms okay!! idk how to say it out loud out front to you guys but i know you all will be superrrr well derh!!!! ALL THE BEST!! :D lots of love by ME:) LOL, IDK WHAT IM DOING...-.-

goodbye... oh, happy 125th birthday ACS!!! -.-

hahahaha:)

2011-02-27T08:31:00.002+08:00

Damn it, I was called a joker by my chem tutor just because i forgot the 2dp for burette reading, WTH... Its just slipped out of my mind what, whats the problem with that?! haha:)

CO ended at 6.30 ystd, my whole perfect sat is gona just like that.. I'm easily distracted by FB and twitter, how am i suppose to complete the whole chunk of tuts?! LOL, but its founder's day on mon and tues, so WOOHOO~~ :DD I think I wont go out with Briar on mon le barh, need more time than others to complete them.. hehe.. shall start to study a bit harder now...

I think it doesn't make much difference whether bro is home or not, i rarely see him.. like he haven wake up when i go to sch and he only comes back home after his date when im asleep... and he's goin back ns today night... LIKE WTH.. might as well stay at her house laa... LOLLL..

sch is getting a twee bit more boring now.. rarely see my ogls and og tgthr... :(

hehe, byebye:)

2011-02-24T17:37:00.002+08:00

Swim pe was '-.-'ran out of breath so damn easily.. and my hand ache like mad now.. I thought it'll be fun but nahhh~~ I think i dont really like it now..

bro's coming back from ns today, like soon... so fast, hadn't enjoyed the times when I need not snatch the food during dinner with him swallowing up everything he like... LOL..

My hair is so dry like grass now because of the Chlorine...

Gotta do econs tutorial to be handed by tmr now.. WTH..

In a twee bit bad mood now.. I think I've made a wrong friend.. like seriously.. Its so tiring.. I'm sorry to say this, but it really is... Your degree of quietness is really getting on my nerves.. Sorry.. I tried to accept you with all the patience I have, but its soo hard to... please be more sociable, for the benefit of you, and me, okay? Really wanna tell all these to you, but I'm afraid to lose you as a friend.. haha, yea:)

good bye:)

2011-02-23T19:52:00.002+08:00

Today is such a BRIAR DAY, HAHA:)

Travelled to sch in the morning as usual, chatted a bit with Lindy who was by coincidence, my new friend's friend, kanna abandoned at jurong east mrt station, SAW XUAN KAI like omg, cuz i was just walking straight for the train and he was like standing there in the train liao... talk about AWESOME COINCIDENCE.. -.- Then travelled to buona vista and saw EMILY but she disappeared and PEISHI with her friends so we walked to ac together at a duper slow pace.. then KAVIYA came, and followed by FLORENCE at the lobby.. and CLARA who came out of the toilet outside the hall.. a totally unexpected Briar gathering in the morning sia~~ :)))

Tutorials and lectures went by like so damn boring... oh, i forgot to bring my spa lecture notes today, always kana caught sia, scared me to death... then math tutorial was staring blankly at his head because he's like repeating all those taught in lecture, not going through the tutorial qns at all... -.-

END OF SCH AT 12.30PM!!!! omg, was so happyyyyy... met up with briar!!! not all i guess, just court,emily, florence, megan, xuankai, frank and gerald.. BUT IT WAS SUPER FUN TTM!! :))) took a one stop bus to the mrt station and to clementi where we surprisingly boarded the shutter bus to west coast plaza! Ate at pastamania and OMG, xuankai poured almost 3/4 of the bottle of cheese into his spaghetti sia.. laughed like madddddd~~~:P and during the walk to west coast park, IT RAINED!!! laughed so damn much with emily while walking in the rain for idk what reason.. EMILY IS SOOO FUNNY LOVE HER LOTS!!! <3333 :DDDD

Yea, reached WCP super late like at 3pm cuz we took our own time!! :)) hehe, walked around holding an umbrella(a a under my umbrellaaaa~~).. the rain was crazyyyyyyy~~~my legs were like soaked in super wet socks when i went home... hehe, but i love today super lots!! i kind of dont fit in that well in 1SB2 than in Briar sia.. i really dont know why, but i'll try my best derh! cross country this year so a failure but its still fun in its special way(:

swim pe tmr!!! woohoohoooo~~~hope that it'll be fun... :)

Goodbye darlings! :)

2011-02-21T18:24:00.003+08:00

omg, mass pe was horrendous... T.T Aching from head to toe now, that pe teacher was crazy... and she say it will get worse.. zzz... but, on the brighter side, SWIM PE THIS THURS!!!!! hahaha:) im so gonna swim swim swim.... :P

I'm upset that i'm not in the class committee... I told myself that this year, i shall not be that type of Chan Kheng Yi who's damn quiet and unnoticeable... i will be a crazy girl in AC, in SB2, but its sooo hard... But lip leon said that i've changed le laa, haha, as compared to before.. as in im more outspoken now.. :)

omg, i saw jianbin today and he kind of rmb-ed me, but when i introduce myself, the first thing he asked was,'since when you become so smart har?' major OUCH.. -.- he's in the same chem tutorial as my class... :)

im soo damn tired ttm... tmr will be a better day.. weds' cross country.. please let it be fun... :)

still trying my best to fit in well with 1SB2, i guess im doing quite well barhs~ :)

bb:)

2011-02-17T16:58:00.002+08:00

A few things happened this few days:)

Had my first CO prac since approx. 9months in ACCO on weds! But it was BAD... everyone was like so darn experienced and I'm like a total idiot who can't play much at all.. T.T It's hard to follow their speed too.. But thankfully I have an awesome liuqin senior who really looks like jasmin a lotttttt.. Like the way she speaks, acts in Dazu and the way she teaches me!!! HEHE, I like her!! I promise I'll do better on sat, really.. i wont disappoint you again.. :P oh, I LOVE their liuqin alot! The quality is so much better than in BPCO.. :)

Yah, lectures are boring but today's fun!!! At the three hours break, we kind of walked around the school and went to wenwei's so called garden but turned out it was just a patch of grass at the roof top... But its like a really nice place to hang out or be alone because its really really isolated.. :) And other bulidings highest floors too!!! SO FUNNNNN~~~and i realise that once everyone start to get comfotable with one another, they start talking about stuffs under the sun, literally... they were talking about totally disgusting things even with three innocent girls there.. haha:) while everyone's busy mugging in the library or canteen, we briar are having a whale of a time bonding! :P

LOL, random post, GOODBYE! :D

2011-02-14T20:43:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY PEOPLE!!!!!

THIS IS THE BEST VALENTINE'S DAY I'VE EVER HAD IN THE PAST 16YEARS OF MY LIFE!! :DD

Spent it with my two best girlfriends!! :DD

And and had some nice time with Briar as well!! Although there were a few bored moments as well.. :P

Made quite some noise at the library today, we did try to keep quiet you know... hehehe:) but sl's pig grunt was sooo funny that i really can't control my laughter at all.. and that epic photo like omg... hahaha:) sooooo fun 'studying' with them.. LETS MEET UP AGAIN SOONNNNNN!!! :DDDD

I love today's valentine's day spent with my two lovers!! Who says valentine's day must be spent between male and female? hahaha:)

Mum's gonna start nagging at me now so GOODBYE! :D

Hope everyone enjoyed their date today!! Cause I did very much!! :P

2011-02-11T21:57:00.002+08:00

Today's the last day with Briar~~~:(((( I'm like in class 1SB2.. and the only human I know who's in the same class as me is gerald...But I'm glad at least there's still someone I can follow on mon.. But i really wanna be in either 1SB3 or 1SB4.. haiz~~

Haha, these three days had been awesome with Briar, learning the card game of monopoly deal and playing this one and only day for the past 4days.. :P Its really fun okay?! haha:) And I won the first time I played! They say its beginner's luck which I think it really is because I've never won ever since after the first game..T.T But its really fun laa, being 'mercilessly' robbed of all property by them... :)

I'll miss Briar lots~~ I'll miss you too.. I don't know why after these 3weeks somehow I really like you alot.. I don't talk much with you, but I think that you're a nice person to be with..Hah, was a bit disappointed to know that I'm in a different class with you, but just laughed it off soon.. :)

I don't like to express myself so openly in public, maybe because I'm too timid to do so, but I'll really, really miss every single one of you guys.. We've lost one member but I think we gained even a better member after the last day of orientation.. :P
Hope there'll be another meet up soon!! :D

Shall look forward and bond well with the class that I've to spend with for the next two years.. 1SB2, please please please be a fun class to be with.. Please don't let there be any clicks.. Please let us start with all strangers.. T.T

And OMG, this year JC's set piece for SYF is so darn difficult to the max!!!! All those psycho abnormal beats and rhythm.. I really dont think I can complete it by May sia... BUT I MUST DO IT! I MUST GET INTO SYF THISE YEAR! hahaha:) I like my new liuqin senior, she resembles so much like manling lorh, the way she talks and walks.. Hehe, and she's also the vice pres of ACCO.. :) Hope to get along with her well!! :P CO prac officially starts on nect weds!! Looking very much forward to it.. :)

Briar will stay united in the many years to come! :)

BB:)

2011-02-09T17:45:00.002+08:00

Bro went to NS today.. Yea, no much feelings also, since he'll be back two weeks later.. haha:)

Official lectures started.. Had like math, chem, GP and econs lecture today.. math was enriching, and time flew past.. chem's boring~~ Keep talking abt how to study all those crap stuffs without touching of those things in the lecture notes.. GP's okay, teaching us how to write essay and econs is the best lecture for today!! :DD The lecturer was sooo funny!! He's like sooo fascinated with the animation of the words in his ppt.. LOL, and he defined DBS like soooo funny.. haha:) But its a bit too evil.. :) LOL, its the only lecture that I was so awake!

And we played card games after that!! Like for 3hours before CCA showcase.. And yea, I've made my choice without any trouble, ACCO! :) They were so happy with they knew I play liuqin, because I think they desperately lack of members.. heehee~~

Much OG bonding with Briar these two days and I love it a lotttt~~ Xuan kai, this guy who only entered AC at the last day of orientation is really friendly as well!! BRIAR'S AWESOMEEEE~~ apart from one... :( Gave up on her lerh, because she finds us slows and whatnot.. >:(

But I still love Briar! :P

Still, I can't wait to get our class soon, because that's kind of the people that we'll have to be with for the next two remaining years.. However, will still enjoy as much as I can with Briar!! :)

HAHAHA:)

BB:) Bye bye bro, see ya in two weeks time! :P

2011-02-08T17:59:00.002+08:00

Today's like kind of the last fun day for J1s in AC.. :( Because lectures start tmr! Mixed feeling about it though... T.T

Had height and weight measurement, buying of lecture notes and subject registration today.. I'm officially taking PCME, H1 econs, no more regrets now! hahaha:)

Had like 2hrs of hanging out in school until 1.10pm before we can leave school and went to ION orchard for lunch.. LOL~ I saw shumin there but I think she completely dont know who I am, wanted to tell her on fb but lazy la~ I don't think it will bother her much..

There's like math, chem, GP and econs lecture tmr.. its only phys that dont have... haiz~~

Maybe I won't blog that much from now on, because kind of have to adjust to my study mood now.. I may even read these notes later, to have a slightly headstart before I come to a time where I'll be totally sick of them.. Hehe:)

BB:)

2011-02-06T14:14:00.003+08:00

I can't stop myself from visiting your blog even though I know its being made private.. I just keep hoping that you've made it public somehow.. haha:) I miss you girl, really.. :)

Eh, what's happening to everyone from BP har? Like suddenly everyone got so mad about something regarding discrimination of jc schools? I hope that it had been resolved peacefully now.. I guess maybe everyone have gradually got attached to their own JCs that they feel upset when their school gets criticised.. No matter what school we are in now, we are still graduates from BPGHS, nothing will change it, so smile and move on barh! :) All schools will have their own negative rumours and whatnots, but you yourself will know that its completely UNTRUE, so just let those comments be blown away with the wind.. Entering ACJC made me understand that all those stuffs about it being a rich, english school and like you'll get ostracised are NOT REAL.. I guess for the time being its still okay, just enjoy JC to the fullest eh?

School's starting tomorrow again, and wth, BP have another day off tomorrow because of US.. LOLLL, UNFAIR~~ :( They have another day to chiong hw lorhh~~ haha:) But actually I dont look forward to school which means I have to wake up at an unearthly hour of 5.30am.. Wearing my new school uniform as well tmr, hehe:)

ENJOY TODAY PEEPS AND HAVE FUN AT SCHOOL FOR LESSONS/ORIENTATION/TALKS(>.<)..

BYE BYE:)

2011-02-05T16:43:00.002+08:00

My Chinese New Year celebration has officially ended.. :)

Watched 'The Green Hornet' just now and I think its a really funny movie!! Much action-packed as well... :) Don't understand why my cousin said that its not worth it.. -.- Actually there hadn't been an movie that I don't enjoy watching, because all movies are soooo expensive.. T.T I'm poor~~~ haha:)

But I did enjoy collecting all those angbaos!!

Hehehe.. awkwardness at home now, LOL...

bye bye~~ :)

2011-02-03T23:38:00.002+08:00

I get jealous so easily, LOL...

Chinese New Year's great today! Enjoy talking to all relatives and cousins.. But I lost quite a lot in card games.. :(

Its the first CNY holiday without any homework sia, love it!! :)

Haha, nothing much then, bb:)

2011-02-03T10:07:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!! And happy holidays!! :D

I feel so awake now, having slept till 9am, 4more hours of extra sleep! :) Chatting with cousins was AWESOME ystd at reunion dinner!!! Especially when I'm in the same school as my cousin who graduated from AC! Its like kind of the best reunion dinner I had in 16years!! I can't wait to get into ACCO!!!! I can't wait for school to start, I can't wait to know my classmates, I can't wait to study? LOL:)

HAHA~~ I will make my life as great as possible in AC!!

Yup, gonna go prepare to visit all my relatives house, goodbye! LOL, super random post, haha!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! :P

2011-02-02T15:08:00.002+08:00

Last day of orientation ystd.. :((((

Reached home at 10.30pm and slept at 12.30am,NICE:)

Its the day which I think we are really bonded and accepting one another totally.. I MANAGE TO TALK TO EVERY SINGLE ONE IN BRIAR! :D Hmm, what happened ystd.. AH, I CAN'T REMEMBER! -.-

Oh, we played truth or dare, a lot of secrets told, then played h20 which i think its the best game EVER! And the fingers game.. LOL.. Oh, we changed partners to dance the mass dance, shyt, i can't recall much..

Erm, oh, its the first time we stood at the front at mass rally, haha, it was nice! Felt really motivated to scream my lungs out! :) The mass dance at the track was fantastic! haha, and the couple dance, LOL:) Thoroughly enjoyed myself:)

Went to sakae sushi for OG outing, it was fun toooo!! kai ti(?) was so funny, keep on ordering food, but a bit irritated as well, haha:) Our table consist of peishi, kaiti, mark, frank and wenwei, that's how i get to talk to all of them.. Although it is a little boring at first, but we gradually warm up through the games we played to decide who eat up the remaining food.. LOL:)

The long bus trip was nice as well, when we talked about random stuffs of everything and everything.. I think we made quite a lot of noise in both the bus and at sakae sushi, but never gone out in such a big group before, so its really refreshing and super duper fun ttm:)

Went back to AC at 6.15pm for the campfire w/o fire, LOL:) It started so suddenly lorhh~ Had flashbacks during the walk in of our OGLs, like six days ago, all i think was that they are really high and nothing else, I dont know any one of them, the effort they put in, whatever.. But when my OGLs appeared, really cheered like crazy... Tried so hard to look for them and screammmmm!!! It was just AWESOME!

Haha, the dancing part was chaos!! I thought I lost my bag sia, and when I found it, its full of footprints and the badge inside was totally squashed and I lost my water bottle cause when I saw my bag, it was opened with only the water bottle gone.. But somehow, I didn't feel angry at all, I was just glad that I found my bag and had a really amazing time dancing and cheering with all of them.. hahaha:)

I really really really love ACJC, suddenly much more then BPGHS for now, because I really love all my OG mates, my OGLs and Briarrrrr~~~Got a little emotional hugging everyone and saying goodbye especially the OGLs, it'll be hard to see them again.. I may not be like really v. close with them as compared to some other OG mate, but I'm just really happy to know them all, and totally appreciate the effort they put in.. felt a little bad when their voice was totally hoarse.. haha, i kind of feel like running for OGL next year, would'nt it be so cool?! But I think I'll get nagging by mum for three days three nights.. hahaha:)

Yup, I love ACJC, and most importantly, I love Briar! :)

Can't wait for all those unglam photos to be on fb!!!! I think there's really a lottttt~~ LOL:)

I'm just a normal member in Briar, but I really enjoyed myself and found my own clicks, its also the first time that I can initiate to talk to guys because the guys in Briar are really friendly, its the first time I've dance a couple dance, the first time I cheered like really mad until I've lost a little of my voice and the first time i've enjoyed orientation that much..Orientation in BP 4 years ago was =.=, I'm sooo glad I didn't select AJ or try for NJ, I'm satistfied with AC ALOT!

Bye bye! :)

2011-01-31T20:57:00.002+08:00

Disappointed that you blog have became private.. T.T

Anyway~~ Second last day of orientation today.. T.T Suddenly, I feel more comfortable being with my OG mates than Bpians, LOL:) Just felt that I didn't belong there with them but when with OG, everyone was really willing to talk to one another.. haha:)

The day started with Chapel!!! LOL, its just singing of those church songs by a band formed by TEACHERS like so amazing~ The teachers there are quite talented sia~ :) It lasted for around 1hour? I like it quite alot but people say that they almost fell asleep.. haha~

Lectures after that. Yea, its boring~~ went through chem,phys and math intro lectures.. They are obviously use to scare us and just surrounds this one idea: JC life is gonna be SO tough. LOL:)

Then games!!! :))) Outside of gym.. we played police and thief, this bear, hunter, victims, villagers story-line game and many more.. LOL, i can't remember sia~ Oh, the MRT game but using names is soo fun!! Enjoyed smacking the two people sitting next to me, hahaha:)

Today's the only day that we practised very little of the mass dance, but had a great laugh watching how jon and evan danced the couple dance,LOL!

oh, we kind of became much closer by taking all those unglam and 'glam' photos and laughing so much at those photos! Haha, today's filled with awesome laughter! :P

I must be tired, cause the way I phrase my words is horrible..

Then.. mass rally was a little less high to me than the last two days, didn't enjoy it much.. They spent sometime doing those admin stuffs too, haha, but its okay..LOL:) Oh, the outdoor games are fun as well!! We played two games today, one was to attempt to peel off the masking tape from each other's back and I think my dance partner got some grudge with me, keep on attacking me sia, LOL.. but its fun!! :))) Then the water bomb game was quite a failure,LOL..

Yup, that's all today!! I feel much more comfortable with them now, I know everyone's names due to the fantastic FACEBOOK!!! hahaha:) <3 fb! :)

After today, I'm quite sure that I have a fear with people with a certain high authority..At first, I'm quite comfortable with all of the OGLs, but when I know that she's the vice pres of her cca, suddenly got timid to talk to her and uncomfortable as well.. And know I think I may look weird to her..As in I became overly polite.. And its not the first time as well, like I'm a little scared of manling in the past as well, cause she's the pres of student council.. and and Jun Yue a long time ago.. LOL.. Its weird, I know, but I can't seem to get rid of this unusual fear...LOL..

I'm sooo tired.. tomorrow's gonna be a long day!! Hope that it'll be fun! :D bye bye:)

Briar is on fire!!!! :DD

2011-01-28T20:29:00.002+08:00

Today was great as well!!! haha, I like my clan Mzonka, OG briar and OGLs alot!!!!

yea, so second day at ACJC was crazy as well, by starting that day with lectures.. T.T I listened to four lectures today-GP, KI, Bio and Econs.. GP teacher was quite nice, didn't really feel that sleepy but KI was horrible~ Especially it continues directly after GP.. Then the bio teacher's scary.. She even start teaching the first chap of what we need to learn sia.. Dont even know what she's talking about, but she mentioned somethings that rings a bell like restriction enzyme and homologous chromosomes.. LOL, i'm NEVER gonna take bio for alevels..

Econs was great!! The lecturer was so humorous sia.. :P I think I'll enjoy his lessons alot if he were to teach me.. :) So, H2 econs for me now! :) It's also the most lively lecture among the 4 lectures! But the jokes cracked are a little offensive so better not say it.. :P

After those long lectures, played ice breaking games like 7-up and 'duck duck goose'.. lol, ran like mad, but its fun! And we wrote 'ACJC' with out butt for no reason, haha:)

Mass Rally's really fun as well, like those cheering wildly kind of thing but will need to stand with people that are high.. If not, its so weird shouting alone.. haha:) Their cheers are so hard to remember.. -.- But its super duper fun ttm! :) Like when they start to run and scream crazily when this guy hits the drum... SUPER HIGH!

I think I'll never be able to learn the mass dance, the best thing I do is to high five with another person.. I can't remember the dance steps lorhh~ haiz.. But its quite okay following the OGLS.. :)

Ooh, played some outdoor games as well like the shampoo game where we need to collect foam by washing our heads.. dirty but FUN! That's the best word I can use to describe this orientation! And and scissors paper stone! omg, its the best scissors paper stone that I've win so far becuz I get to pour water on the loser!!! hehe, super evil! :)

Yupp.. reached home at around 7pm as well today! :) Today was I guess lesser fun as compared to ystd, but the so-called lectures are really useful in making choices for subjects combination.. Hmm, and I think I've decided to take PCME, with chem as H1:)

I'm sooo tired now.. hope you guys had fun as well!! LOL:) I think I'll miss my OG mates on tues lehh...But I still can't remember everyone's name and didn't manage to talk with the guys much.. T.T yea, I'll try to on next mon, because the OGLs kept emphasising on how impt it is.. but its hard~ :( On the happier note, I did talk to all the girls laa~ LOL:)

YUP, BYE BYE:)

2011-01-27T21:04:00.002+08:00

YOYOYO!!!! Haha, first day st ACJC was crazy, fun, exciting, DIRTY and tiring!!! :P

Started when I walked into the school alone because,yea, i was alone.. And it really shocked me when the AC seniors stood along the corrider screaming,'WELCOME TO AC!!!!' Totally shocked to the max... Haha, I even wanted to escape by walking another way but could not cause they lined up all the to the lobby screaming into my ears, haha:) But it was quite nice laa~

Went in and saw bpians!!! Omg, was sooooo happy and relieved to see them, like shulei, ginny and sharleen.. :) I think I'll feel really lost without them.. Went into the hall for their morning assembly..Quite surprised to know that they sing the national anthem without the music playing leh, but the way they sing is nice:) Yea, then there was the introducing of the subject heads, its funny to hear the students cheering for the teacher they like, and the way it suddenly got so quiet when the teacher doesn't have supporters... :P

Then, TALKS by pricipal, vice-princial, DM, the teacher in charge of admin stuffs... I like the DM's talk best, he's like saying,'Keep a safe distance when talking to friends, and my way of safe distance is to let light pass through your mouth, if i can't see the light, you are in serious trouble.' HAHA:) Apart from his talk, the others kind of made me dozed off.. T.T

Break and I saw WAITENG AND PUISHAN!!!! :)))) haha, was very happy, cause i'm a little bit more comfortable with them... :) Walked around and then went back for the next talk which was a bit more interesting about the choosing of subject combinations... more impt as well...

After that, ORIENTAION STARTS!! Omg, they are really, really, really high to the max!!! The way they present and everything.. Somehow made me think of cheering competition in BP.. :P So, I'm in Mzonka clan and my OG is briar.. :) It was a little weird at first but then the moment i sat down, met this girl from commonwealth who is really really friendly! We talked quite a lot but turn out it is through the ice breaking game that i know her name, emily.. :) I really think she's nice, so kind of stick with her throughout the day! :) First new friend made:) But, she's also really friendly with other ppl as well luh~ :)

I think I totally suck at dancing ttm.. T.T they have this mass dance thing and I completely cannot dance AT ALL.. T.T But the games are fun!! Like there's this game if filling a tube with water that are full of holes, the running around game which i'm unsure of the name and the best part, MUD GAME! Got totally soak with mud after that, and very cold as well, but it was really fun!!! :)

I'm quite happy to see that everyone was willing to try and play even though there may be complaints before, but everyone got all muddy together in the end... If I was to be with my friends in the past, I really don't think they will wanna do such things and groan the whole day after getting dirty.. The feeling was excellent as well as when we start to help each other wash up in the toilet using the water pipe, like, we are bonded.. Its the first day when see each other, but I realised that everyone seem really open to one another, just a few 5hours and I felt that I really belong in it... The mere 5hrs changed us from strangers to friends.. Although I've yet to be able to talk to everyone, I really hope I can! Briar rocks! :P

Hehe, actually im still as shy as before, but maybe its better now.. :)

Reached home at 7.30pm being stinky.. :) BUT IT WAS FUN!

Yup, may tmr be better! bye bye:)

2011-01-26T10:49:00.002+08:00

Last day of sleeping late, waking late, watching videos non-stop for 4hours and blah~ :(

Got posted to ACJC.. haha, more or less expected it.. Orientation starts tomorrow lehh.. And I was hoping that they'll drag the start of orientation till after CNY.. LOL..

I'm getting worried as to how it will be like to enter a completely new environment, the sight of seeing unfamiliar faces staring at one another gives me the gitters.. :( I think I'll be quite uncomfortable in AC, but I'll try barhh.. :(

Gosh, I'm getting very worried now.. ahh.. :(

LOL(: Good luck to everyone whose appealing okay? Hehe:) JIAYOU! :)

2011-01-25T20:05:00.002+08:00

Cause you're in trouble trouble trouble~~ :) 'Hoot' by the awesome SNSD!!

Hehe, yup, Nabilah, I had a lot of fun at CO just now!! LOL(: Went for the first time in 7 months.. Feels great to see my junior whose in Sec3 this year, see Liuqin and the instructors.. I'm so surprised that he still remember us, LOL(: Good memory(: Although we're just there for like 1 hour, I think its enough to make me worried for them.. haha(:

This year's SYF pieces are seemingly much easier than last 2years, as the speed is really much slower and lesser of those weird beats.. Y'know, like 后半拍 stuffs.. I don't know whats that in english.. T.T The set piece for this year is very nice to listen.. Haha, maybe its hard cause never tried playing myself...Gah, I really hope they, the liuqin-ists will do well...

Anyway, I'll need to worry for myself soon after getting into JC's CO, SYF for them is this year as well.. However, after the trip to BPCO today, I can't wait to get started, I really miss the atmosphere in CO, be it sectionals or da zu.. It's really a nice feeling to be surrounded by erm, music? I'm like not really fantastic or whatever, my sense of rhythm is totally screwed up, but I will work hard on it! Haha, Chan Kheng Yi, JIAYOU!

Gosh, it has been so long since I talked about CO, that really played a significant role in my life in BP..

I really prefer being an alumni, because its so much comfortable talking to the instructors, dont't need to worry that I'm rude to them.. Heehee, just joking! :)

12hours later, we'll know where we will be for the next two years.. I'm not really worried at all, to be frank, since my choice ain't risking..

Good luck and Goodbye! :) I love today(:

2011-01-24T20:56:00.002+08:00

Was watching this 60 mins long interview of doubleS and it makes me miss them even more..

Knew so much more of them..

I will continue supporting them, become a faithful tripleS and wait for their return...

DoubleS, fighting! :)

Really wanted to go out, but realised that there will not be such chances anymore to enjoy their interviews, music videos or variety shows, hence decided to devote these few days to catch up with these things.. :)

haha, me and my boring life, but I'm enjoying every minute of this..

yup, bye bye(:

2011-01-23T16:29:00.002+08:00

Killed quite a number of brain cells trying to read those econs' notes...T.T haha~ Tried to study a bit because feel that my brain is getting rusty, but the moment I open it, my eyes start to get sleepy and find myself staring into space, so i tried MEMORISING a bit, but found out that after I go on to the second page, I forgot the first page completely... So gave up after the first 5 pages.. zzz... T.T

Really considering whether I should take econs or geog.. I will find geog much familiar since I have been studying it for 4years? Can't remember whether there's geog in sec1, but it will waste the huge stack of econs notes that bro passed it on to me.. Then what can I do with it? Burn it? LOL.. Next matter, should I take H1 or H2? I asked my graduated cousin if there's anything bad on taking H1 humans, but she said that it's more of an advantage, but bro said that taking H2 will be more useful for applying scholarships, which he have been quite enthusiastic about these days, in getting a scholarship.. And I think I'll try to get one in J2 since it's going to be very expensive and burdening for my parents with both of us getting into university in the same year... That's two years from now..

LOL, I know its kind of early to consider about such things but kind of realise that conversations at dinnertime are all about these stuffs, so got a bit influenced by my family..

Alright, enough of these things, shall carry on with my KPop activities!! :P

Annyeong~~ :)

2011-01-22T09:54:00.002+08:00

So I can believe, I'm not alone~~ :P

I'm so addicted to Jung Min's 'Not Alone'! :) I'm so happy that at least one member from double s released their solo album, which kind of increases their possibility of making a Double S comeback after completing their solo activities.. Its been a long while since I've watched Music Bank, ever since Double S staged their 'Love Ya'comeback album and not long after, company issues arose... T.T Double S, fighting! :)

I'm like so-called being controlled with the time I can spend online because I think I've spent too much time watching Playful Kiss yesterday.. haha(:

I have nothing to say... T.T Just trying to fulfill the promise to myself that I must produce a post each day.. LOL(:

bye~:)

2011-01-21T18:53:00.002+08:00

I LOVE HAPPY ENDINGS(:

Really I do! That's why I like Playful KIss a lot and I've finished it for the second time just now! :) Everyone found their own partners, even Kyung Soo sunbae, LOL(:

School's starting really soon.. :( I DON'T WANT! Okay, even though I think that I've rested enough, as I'm getting more and more bored each day, it will be hard to go back to those study days... T.T

So hope that time will stop at 25Jan 11.59pm,hehe, but its impossible~~ T.T

Okay, I'm a LITTLE crazy.. :P

Park Jung Min fighting! I love his performance at Music Bank today! hahaha(:

I must stop all these KPop stuffs the moment school starts, if not how am I going to study well...T.T Even my parents are threatening to lock my notebook up.. T.T

AHHHHHHH~ I hope something will happen on 27jan to drag the time to start school,LOL. Oh! I just found out that Poly starts later than JC, UNFAIR! LIke they'll start around one month later, gosh, should have chose poly if I'd knew this earlier...haha(:

Goodbye(:

2011-01-20T12:24:00.002+08:00

I'm so glad that Selina is being discharged of hospital! haha~ Although I'm not much of a SHE fan, I'm just happy that she's recovering well and smiling to face all those reporters.. It must have not been easy for her to survive through those pains by 3rd degree burns.. T.T Get well soon Selina! LOL(:

I think I'll be staying at home as well today..T.T And visit my grandma tomorrow,because I think I'll be difficult to do so once school starts.. :( If I really get into AC, I will definitely join CO which means all my saturdays are GONE. They practise on saturdays and another day during the weekdays.. T.T And sundays wil be devoted to homework and tuition.. I'm I thinking of such things a little way too early? HAHA(:

OHYAH! Jungmin from double S released his solo album!!! OMG~ 'I'm not alone' is fantastic!! Although the MV kinds of reminded me of Love Ya's mv, but its still great! JUNGMIN FIGHTING!!!! :D

Bye~ :)

2011-01-19T21:16:00.002+08:00

Aww, its so sad watching the end of the adam couple... Although i've only watched the last episode, tears kind of formed in my eyes when ga in cried...T.T I wonder how it will be like if goguma couple ends too, i dont know how much i'll cry.. LOL(:

Its just a virtual marriage in we got married, but i believe it meant a lot to the celebs who participated in it, because it is really rare to have a chance to understand someone from an opposite sex that well.. i remember watching the end of the ssangchu couple as well, between hyun joong oppa and hwangbo, and i think i kind of cried as well... hyun joong oppa's a really nice guy to be with, though he's like 21 years old at that time, but the degree of meticulous he had towards hwangbo exceeded i believe a lot of the other older men..yea, and that's one of the reason I love him a lot, not just simply because he's handsome and popular...

Talking about him, I believe that he is still enjoying his rest and at the same time preparing his solo album.. There had been really little news about him recently, but I think its good news, cause his having a well deserved break.. OPPA, FIGHTING! :p

Stumbled upon the mediacorp star, joanne peh's blog, and i really enjoyed reading all her posts! LOL(: The way she expresses her thoughts towards certain issues is very clear and direct, not faking her feelings towards it...haha(: its kind of the first artiste blog I've come across, and I think I'll continue following her posts! :)

I shall try to blog in proper English from now on in preparation for General Paper. haha(: yea, 'haha' is not proper english, but its sounds a little solemn without it..

I don't know what's motivating me into blogging, maybe due to Nabilah's constant responses? HAHA(: Thanks a lot and a lot, Nabilah! hehe:) And in hope to improve my horrible C5 English results... Kind of a big blow to me, that C5 is so ugly.. :(

That's all! Goodbye(: This is the simplest way I can think of to end a post, LOL(:

2011-01-18T22:27:00.003+08:00

shopping today for chinese new year clothes is badd~ T.T

travelled so far to FAR EAST PLAZA, there's tons of clothes there, but somehow nothing suits me, its either too big or too small, too short or too long, or just looks completely WEIRD on me.. turn out i didnt even buy a single thing from there... :(

oh, i did buy something, a notebook from borders at wheelock place because i needed to use up that 5dollars voucher by mr loh.. -.-

its so ironic that i turn out to finish buying my cny clothes at LOT ONE... after the long trip to orchard...HAIZ~

im so pathetic, LOL(:

but at least finish buying liao laa, just two tops and a skirt, haha(:

okay, im thankful that i need not go to see bro off for his ns because he's bringing his gf there as well, omg, im so thankful... i bet they will be like those in taiwan drama shows where they'll kiss goodbye as though the guy's never gonna come back... *vomits*

OMG, WHY IM I SO EVIL?!

haha, he wont see this de laa, I THINK.. :P

okay, to be truthful, im sad that he's leaving for approx. 2months, that will mean no more bickering and no more IT help.. T.T but i shall act like i dont care, hehe(:

lol, have fun bro! i'll miss you!

I CANT WAIT FOR HIS BOTAK APPEARANCE!!

shyt, being evil again..

okay, i shall shut up, goodbye!

i think i'll blog very often from now on.. :)

2011-01-17T20:36:00.002+08:00

yaye~

KBOX WAS SO FUN!!! WITH DAGUI AND ALVINA!!!!

i think lesser people is more fun than with huge grps of people.. can sing much more songs.. haha.. and i dont remember i was able to choose songs last time i went becuz too many people lerh.. T.T but this time was great!!!!

6dollars for 2hrs+++ is soooooo cheap!! last time was like over 10dollars? we overtimed for 35mins like so pro lorh~~ until the screen kind of showed that time was up and that its the last song... LOL.. :)

BUT IT WAS FUN!

thanks soooooo much guys! i really really enjoyed today duper lots!!

haha(:

shopping with mum tmr ar orchard.. but i dont like orchard becuz the roads like so complicated and its so easy to get lost... haha(:

bb(:

2011-01-17T10:24:00.002+08:00

yaye, i got my ipod!! :P

Lol, its ipod nano, the small and cute one..-.- the ipod touch too ex. liao laa, no money to buy.. hahaha(:

but its 16GB!!! i think can store about 1200 song, LOL...

kbox with ppl i love later!!! woohoo~~ i really really hope it will be fun, because i've always wanted to go out with them, really really!! :P

i've got nothing else to say~

haha, last week i remember i was crying at this time for olevel results and now its sooo different!! hehehe~ :)

yupp,bye bye:)

2011-01-15T10:16:00.002+08:00

I'm really disappointed to know how my primary school friends are now.. like how they are picking up bad habits and not knowing where they should go now due to their results.. looking at how despaired they are somehow makes me feel, i dont know, guilty?

keep having flashbacks about how we played crazily in the past, when i went to her house in P6 where the aim of doing project became pillow fighting, how we chatted happily in school, how they teased me with a guy, how flustered i was when she lied to me that he said he liked me, all those small little memories we made when we are so innocent and immature ran through my mind.. i guess at that time, i only cared about my results, worried that i could not get into bpghs... i should have spent sometime influencing her to study and work hard together.. probably that way she would not have turned like that now...

maybe she had forgotten about me, i was just a passer-by in her primary school life.. but she's not to me, she's a true friend, an awesome desk partner in mt during P5 and a duper good friend in the first half of P6..yet, we drifted away as years passed.. we did chat on msn in sec1, how she taught me to change my dp for the first time, we chatted really long, but that was really, really the last time i had contacted her..in fact, somehow i dont have the courage to approached her anymore...

all these had passed for so long, its time to let it go right? even if i see her someday, i wont know what to talk to her, although i really want to..its just some kind of mixed feelings, you know?

maybe she have found her real best friends within these four years, maybe even if she sees me, she wont recognised me anymore...

haha, time to let it go eh?

lol, sorry, being emotional again...

jc wont be easy to survive through, should put all these behind and start afresh.. :)

bb:)

2011-01-14T10:33:00.002+08:00

omg, suddenly so many people from bp chose nj... despite all the negative comments they made on fb...so 口是心非... hehehe(:

no matter what, since i've made my own choice on giving up nj and choose ac, i shall live with it.. haha, i shall prepare myself to be part of ac..

I LOVE AC!!! LOL-.-

haiz...apart from jc schools, i realise i have nothing to talk about.. T.T

holidays ending in about two weeks time, yet i've fallen sick, running nose and sore throat... :( wasted dont know how many pieces of tissue paper...:( when i get better, i must try my luck again and ask them out..party world!!!! :P

lol, bb(:

somehow, i feel upset of seeing people making choices because of others, its your future, shouldn't you think about what you really want rather than to just follow other's footsteps? friends are really impt, i know, but do you know that, till the end, we'll still have our different paths to walk and that separation is still unavoidable? please, wake up from it soon eh? love ya(:

2011-01-13T21:12:00.003+08:00

alright..

I AM going to ACJC.

This will be my choice and I'll never regret it.

I will live well in it.

Yup, for once ever since last week, i can sleep well.

I really hope i will get in.

END OF STORY.

No more stuffs relating to Olevels from now onwards..

good bye! :)

I sound sooo determined.. :P

2011-01-13T10:13:00.002+08:00

I think i know my choice now, acjc... :)

the environment's really good, with it being English speaking will indeed kind of improve my dying English.. acjc's co needs liuqin-ist, because there's only one liuqin-ist currently who is j2 this year... hmm, somehow suddenly everything fits in nicely...

but i'll go to nj's open house as well today, its still my dream school, but i know its hard to get in, see first barh... :)

went to sajc, aj, and acjc... sajc is really a christian school, its fine for me, but i think it'll be uncomfortable to those non-Christians.. white and blue feels like a hospital.. anyways, its too far, not my choice.. :)

aj, i thought it wil still be acceptable, every one's really friendly and nice there, i think it will be easy to do pw in this school, but the environment.. erm, i can only say that the running track is newer than the school.. but i really think its a good choice for ppl who do not mind the environment.. but not for me, i dont wanna spend the only 2years of pre-u in old bp-like campus.. hehe..

acjc, when we enter, its like WOW.. really BIGGGG..i like the glass doors, its like a hotel lobby.. we talked to 2 of their students, they seem quite friendly though... so we kind of have a conclusion that maybe because they speak english really well, it gives ppl the impression that they are high and mighty, but actually its quite okay.. acjc is also a good place to study after school because the 2nd level of the library are filled with chairs and tables and its also next to the detention area, so most prob it'll be quite quiet...classrooms are air-conditioned... :) swimming once a month! :) two pe lessons per week! sch fees are those govt. fees so actually i guess its not a really rich sch, like how i've always though of...

hehe.. after the long and tiring visit to three schools ystd, i realise that rumors shouldn't be taken in too seriously, the best is to GO THERE AND SEE FOR YOURSELVES.. haha.. i think i really had too much prejudgements of the school to make a really informed choice of where i wanna go.. yep.. :)

after today's tour to nj, i think i will know where will i spend the coming two years of my life...

haha...acjc is currently first place! :)

must make my choice today night.. :)

running nose and sore throat.. T.T

LOL.. random.. bye bye(:

2011-01-11T20:35:00.002+08:00

Great day with really good friends touring nanyang jc!! :)

i really like the campus lehhh, but its very far, took 50mins to reach from cck to lorong chuan.. haiz.. should i go? anyway, we left our names at their co booth.. lol(:

i like the library, its like those public library but maybe a bit smaller.. the canteen is very big too!! but their hall is kind of smaller than that in bp... hehe, considering though.. :)

going to ajc, acjc and sajc's open house tmr!!! :DD can't wait to see wan ching in ajc!!! hope i can(: hmm, if the campus is really acceptable, i think i'll go in as well...ajc.. mummy loves ajc...haha(:

yep, looking forward to tmr!! hope their open house's fun and useful.. haha(:

i shall, or maybe, i must make up my mind tmr night and fill in that form... yes i'll do that.. zzz... i think im dragging way too long... seems like quite a few ppl have made up their mind.. yup, its either ajc, acjc or nj... yea..

somehow i feel like giving up nj, like so impossible with that lousy eng result, haiz.. i dont know, i really dont know.. should i try? but i dont wanna fail.. ahh, okay aj or nj as first choice... LOL..

this post seem pointless, hehe, wasted your time lerh... okay, i shall post something better next time... tralala(:

eh, nabilah, sorry laa, i think i over-reacted, i promise i wont do it again, hehe, sorry... all the best in making your right decision for pre-u!!! :)

2011-01-10T17:07:00.002+08:00

hehe..

WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

I've got NINE for L1R5!!! okay... maybe i doesn't sound like really fantastic but im really really REALLY happy for it you know!!!!!!! i wanted to just get a ten, but nine is just fantastic, awesome, YAYE! :DD

im really glad that my friends did well, rachel, huifang, nabilah, and most of all.. SHAN LING!!!!! really really happy for her!!! can't wait for the dinner later!!! :DD

ooh, im happy that i GOT A1 FOR AMATH!!!!! sorry, eh, amath teacher, didn't meet your expectation of B4... :P yea, im still upset by your comments saying that i will get B4 for amath olevel...

i got A1 for geog.. feel really really apologetic for not thanking my geog teacher, i should have, my god... but i dont know how to say it directly to her, thank you, really, i am... hope she'll see this.. without you, i really dont think i will get this A1.. thanks a million, a zillion.. thank you.. :)

i wanna have dinner soon!!! i really wanna turn my clock to 7.30pm now and run out of the house...

im that happy... :)

thanks a lot for everyone's encouragement.. im really happy, despite that ugly english.. i feel apolopetic to my eng teacher as well... sorry.... :(

yup, hope everyone's happy with their results eh? after recieving it, it doesn't look that scary after all.. :)

im really happy..:P

okay, chan kheng yi, enough...

I AM HAPPY!!!!!!

lol, bye bye:)

2011-01-09T21:54:00.002+08:00

somehow dont the mood to do anything... i thought i'll be okay, but the worry and fear is getting on me, maybe because i know i did put in a lot of effort for it, that's why i dont want to do badly. i want my parents to be proud of me, i wanna prove some teachers wrong, okay, maybe one teacher that i wont get a B4 for amath..

for the first time, i dont even feel like searching for kim hyun joong's activities or watch korean shows or watch television.. i wanna sleep so that i will stop thinking crazily but i dont wanna sleep as well because tmr will then come soon...

i think im getting a temporary depression which may be over by tmr, i hope...

i dont wanna do badly, i really dont want to, i wanna do well, i wanna be able to get into nj, i wanna my parents to say, 'well done, daughter', i wanna cry on stage because i did well, i want all my beloved friends to do well as well, so that we can be happy together, i dont want to feel regretful...

somehow, i think im resembling mildred from F451, immersing myself into music to escape thoughts..

i hate hearing laughter now, i did laughed just now after watching a funny thing on tv, for 10secs, then the image of olevels ran through my head and i stopped, feeling awfully worried again...

these anxiety, fear,confusion will end soon right?

haha, i sound extreme, yea, just venting my worries here, hehe, read if you like.. lol, but i hope it wont affect your feelings..

jiayou, baobeis!!! :D

mum, im okay, my mentality is still fine, dont look so worried.. :P

2011-01-08T14:11:00.005+08:00

two more days to the release of olevel results..

i think im ready to face the truth, because it has been a long time of two months ever since olevels ended.. no use waiting longer...

however, i'm really really worried for it, suddenly all the emotions just fall on me.. lol, what im i saying.. T.T like im confused to where i should go, i want to go nj, but i know i wont be able to get in, i wanna nanyang, but mum refuses, she says its too far.. she wants me to go anderson, but i dont want, i dont know why, but just dont really have a good impression on it.. the only sch that both mum and i are happy for is pioneer... i dont know, maybe after all the choices i've laid out for myself, i'll choose pioneer in the end....

i dont even know i could get into pioneer or not, because i dont even know whether i'll pass my english, i got a huge feeling that i didnt do well for english... that's why im much more worried for the outcome..

sometimes i can even picture the two different outcomes on 10jan: the happy side of receiving the slip from the principal and saying, 'well done' or the ugly sight of receiving it from mrs poh shaking her head saying, 'see, that's what i told?' omg, im totally going insane... T.T

im not smart but i hope im not stupid as well... i just wanna an acceptable L1R5 of around.. 10? i'll jump in joy if i get 10, i'll be fully satisfied, but i wont know where i'll go, nanyang and get the unhappy look or anderson and being unhappy myself... what a conflict.. :(

i dont dislike mum, i love her, but its hard to get my ideas to her that will win her trust.. im worried i'll regret for making the wrong choices, like how i chose tri sci despite mum telling me not to and in return studying my guts out to manage all of them well..

i dont know, i really dont know... i seem cheerful on the outside, but actually im not, i just dont want them to worry about me... thats' why i have no choice but to pour everything here...

i'll do well, right? i dont want cry of sorrow on 10jan, on the other hand, i want tears of happiness to flow down..

to you who happens to be reading, thank you for your listening ear.. i hope this post will not let you have a bad impression of me, because its the only way i can find to let it all out through words...

all the best, everyone(:

2011-01-07T08:40:00.002+08:00

gonna talk about the cruise i went on from 2jan to 5jan if not i'll forget everything.. :)

hmm, so it started on 2jan, mum, dad, bro and i went to harbour front centre by taxi, reach there at around 1pm, though the boarding time was 2pm, waited for a long time b4 check in, and , omg, the ppl there are so uncilived, like they are so scared they can't get on the ship like that... :X was quite angry with everyone trying to cut queue and pushing their way through... ooh, went on superstar virgo.. but after getting in, felt better laa, cuz it was hugeeee inside!!! :D

put our things into our cabin and went to book for the gala dinner which was said to the most expensive dinner throughout the trip, but all the food there are considered 'free' becuz int was included in the ticket fare for the cruise...had buffet tea break at the Mediterranean resturant, it only serve buffet but its nice... :) then mum and dad went to make their membership for the casino while bro and i sat there and emo... T.T lol, there was a drill as well, like to teach us how to put on life jacket and where we should assemble, like those fire drill in sch laa, bt w/o the dm screaming... :) it was fun(:

then was dinner!!! at the pavilion, chinese resturant(: the food was erm.. to be honest, not that nice...heehee~ then... i think bro and i went arcade.. can't rmb, becuz i think im half awake by then... while mum and dad went to casino... ooh, then we watched a magic show called 'philippart and anja', it was awesome!! they kind of fooled everyone... haha(: i think that was the best part of the day!! laughed my heart out(:

supper next! been very long since i had supper.. its buffet but there still a lot of nice food to eat!!! haha, ate till around 1am... :) i feel fat now.. -.-

3jan, had breakfast with mum and dad at bella vista, western restaurant, very nice~~~ bro woke up late so he ate morning tea at 10.30pm...saw this angmoh scolding a waitress, so scary~~walked around the ship and felt so sad when mum, dad and bro could enter the casino becuz only 18yrs old and above could enter.. so stood outside taking photos... haha.. then lunch! at bella vista i think... ate this tomato dish which looks delicious bt actually it isn't... but mum and bro said its nice.. dad ate steak(:

at 2plus, disembark for penang!! haha, book a taxi of RM150 to take us around.. but mostly we went to temples.. -.- dad was so excited in the temples sia~~ LOL.. hmm, went to the sleeping Buddha and blahh~ i dont know the name of the places... ooh, took an elevator that took as to the top of a hill, temple again.. -.- then went to this shop that sold their local products, mum bought two huge bags, hehe... went back to the ship at 5plus... :)

erm... i think we had dinner at bella vista was well..arcade again b4 watching a show that was being put up by the ship crew.. it was very funny~~~LOL.. there's this Michael Jackson dance, very pro... and 3 guys that dressed up like women and at the end pulled off each other wigs.. quite disgusting but funny.. :) watched till 10.45 and slept, duper tired...

4jan, breakfast was very rush of buffet because we followed a tour to disembark for phuket, Thailand.. at 8.30am.. but reaching there was a little troublesome because the ship kind of stop quite a distance away from the shore and we had to take a smaller boat to reach the beach called patong beach? i think so... its quite beautiful, the scenery... then followed the tour guide, i think there's around 5tour grps goin different places.. ours was a shopping tour with around 30ppl... learnt some thai language,haha(: but realised its of no use becuz ppl their can mostly speak eng.. or maybe its the places we went to know eng.. hmm, went to this mall which sold a lot of souvenirs, brought keychains...

hmm, then went to temple again... -.- dad got happy again.. -.- a lot of dogs there leh, haha... then went to the ship that sold yea, their local products.. OOH, MUM GAVE THE CRACKERS THAT I TOLD HER TO BUY TO MY UNCLE!!! :( its really really nice lorhh~~ T.T zzz... haha(:

shopping centre after that, my cam ran out of batt though i charged it the day b4 the trip.. T.T yea, but it was very rush becuz the guide only gave us 1hour to shop.. :( no time to buy anything... and the things there aren't cheap.. yep, then went back to the ship again... haha~

oh oh! then it was the gala dinner!!! they said that it was formal but i didnt care much about it and turn out it was REALLY formal, like how it was for prom... and i wore jeans and tshirt... -.- felt so under dressed.. haha.. the foreigners were so well dressed.. oh, i officially dont like cocktail sessions, so awkward.. dinner was nice at the pavilion.. haha, tried guiling kao for the first time.. :P

err, after that, bro, mum and dad entered the casino again.. :( but they didn't take very long this time round... hehe, ARCADE!! but it got much more boring each time we went in, cause its either we've tried it or it dosn't look fun at all... hmm, saw some Singaporean teens like those who had completed their a and olevels... LOL..mum and dad went to watch the last show for our cruise without us.. :( and they said that it was the best show among the three available throughout the cruise.. :( haiz~~ regrets... slept(:

5jan, last day!!! :( last day thinking about whether we should have western or chinese, last day of have the privilege of just raising your hand and get what we want, last day of my bed being cleaned up magically after goin out of the cabin for the whole day... T.T

had breakfast with mum and dad again becuz as usual, bro could'nt wake up, then swimming with daddy!!! omg, been a super duper ultra long time since i swam... :) the feeling's great!!! but very cold.. T.T haha, then returned back to bathe before looking for bro at the basketball court.. went to photo gallery and bought the photos!! they took for us before entering the ship and while getting down the ship for penang and phuket with the mascots.. i love all of them, though it was kind of ex. but mum and dad didn't really mind.. :) heehee..

lunch and then walked the whole ship being the last time.. LOL.. went to arcade for the last time again b4 early dinner at 4.30pm.. i think we spent a total of 44dollars in the arcade through the four days, hehe.. and tada, left superstar virgo at 7pm and aunt came to barbourfront to take us back home.. :)

yupyup.. had sea sickness ystd, dont know why, maybe becuz i've got use to the moving of the ship for 5days and uncomfortable being back on land, but its better now.. :)

results coming out yea? super worried, but shall enjoy myself much till 9jan... and then carefully think about my future...

thats all folks!! annyeong~~ :)

2010-12-31T19:56:00.003+08:00

okay, there's still time for a quick review of 2010!! haha, i thought i wont go out today, but i did, heehee~~:DD

hmm, start of 2010 was boring...heehee,studies was crazy but i quite like some lessons... dodint really like Mrs Hoe for the first few lessons, becuz she gives the image of a fierce teacher, but as lessons go on, i love her!!! because she relly does make an effort to make our lessons interesting!!! i love friday's speak communication!!! happens that on every friday i really can't wait for english lessons! its the first time that i like eng lessons that much that i hope it will never end...

next geog lessons are scary, i still find it scary, no matter how much i wanna deny it.. its really hard for me not be scared of geog, but i really wanna do well,like get an A1 for, becuz i need it... i must really thank her, becuz with my fear, i really studied hard for geog.. :)

ooh, i like HMT lessons this year as well!! becuz our teacher changed to zhang lao shi and i sit beside jiayan!! :) i really hated hmt lessons in 2009, but was extremely disspointed when the last Hmt lesson ended this year..

bio lessons are fun as well, mainly becuz of mr lee's funny way of teaching, its hard not to pay attention in bio... phys too, becuz im starting to do well in it due to mr loh... heehee~ phys became much much better this year as compared to last year where i got a C6.. T.T

on the other hand,lessons that i didnt like much are amath, chem, ss and lit.. becuz of the teachers that i shan't mention..

but all in all, these lessons are really impt for olevels, i dont wana to do badly for any of the ten subs, becuz i know that the teachers had in one way or another made an effort to help us do well... :)

i love my deskmates, yuanshen and nabilah! i feel so so so much comfortable sitting with them than my deskmate in 2009, and i am really thankful to know them, becuz i dont know i will survive w/o them... yuanshen, nabilah, if you see this, THANK YOU!!! lets meet up someday, though i know actually both of you are really busy...

2010 had also been a year where my participation in bpco ended... i thought i will feel very empty without bpco from april onwards, but it turn out not to be, becuz cca stepdown turn to be a great excuse for teachers to spam us with hw... heehee, but i'l never forget bpco, where it allowed me to be inclined onto liuqin.. maybe i'll play on in jc, idk, becuz somehow i had taken to like guitar... 一切顺其自然吧！i know that the jnrs will be able to handle syf next year, right? jiayou lerh!! :D

hmm.. of course, everything soon ended in oct, where study leave started and crazy mugging begins... i actually dont quite rmb how i managed to survive through the olevel period, but when bio paper1 ended, was so so so relieved that happiness, was woohoo~~~ LOL.. words can't describe what i felt.. heehee~

of course, i can't forget my friend that had accompanied me to school for the whole 4years, RACHEL KOA!!!! :DDD be in old or new campus, we had went to bp together almost everyday, and it is her that wake me up from my drowsiness.. if i were to go sch on my own, i think i feel like as if im sleep walking to sch. haha, thanks rachel!! though it appears to be impossible to go to sch again in jc, but im really thankful for your accompaniment these four years... THANK YOU!!! hehe(:

apart from the role boghs had played in 2010, tuition started to take up much of my weekends as well... mr loh's tuition is really amazing, it miraclously pulled my lousy C6 to a high B3, like WOW, though mum invested much money into it, but im happy to say i had not wasted it, or i'll never improve and i'll continue hating phys.. haha, thx mr loh, really enjoyed all the tuition lessons, although i must admit that i had occasionally zoned out in some lessons, heehee~

oh, its the first time that i encountered a tuition teacher that speak vulgarities, this chem tuition teacher that i really regret going to, if anyone ask me about it, i will not hesitate to speak ill of it and encourage not to go because it was just a plain waste of money...its at jurong east, btw, dont go, seriously, might as well donate the money to charity...

heehee, forget those unhappy moments, because im really happy with how my long holidays are goin now, although most of the time im awfully bored, but meeting with pri sch friend was awesome, and i really like goin to rachel's house, went thrice this year, hohoho~ i love the 音乐气息 there...haha(:

2010 had also been the year which im gradually falling in love with korea, and with kim hyun joong, he is the second idol that i really admire apart from jolin tsai, but i dont really like her that much any more due to much negative reports... i love kim hyun joong, and im proud to say that, because he's one of the few artistes that are not proud because they are famous, and is willing to forget about his idol image for variety shows.. i love his 4-dimenional thinking, i love the way he says that he wants to be best in all ways, be it in music, as an actor or in variety shows. i love the way he wants perfection in whatever he does to ensure success... kim hyun joong oppa, fighting! can't wait for his solo album in 2011! :)

2010 was a year in which i come in touch with guitar, mainly because of hyun joong as well and my cousin that really excel in it.. i will not stop playing guitar no matter what, although i'm still lousy in it, but i will prac hard in 2011！

yuppp... feel that 2010 was impt yet a somewhat fantastic year.. hope that 2011 will be great as well!! i wonder what new ppl i will meet in 2011, new things i will do and discover. however, i will embrace them with open arms!! LOL..

2011, can't wait! :) i know it will be a great year and i hope it will be(:

2010-12-30T20:04:00.002+08:00

heyhey! the more i realise that this blog is deserted, the more i wanna post.. haha(:

tmr's new year's eve!! what are your plans? i'm, well, as per normal, staying at home... hehe... dont feel like goin out.. oh, spent quite a while going out with relatives today.. had facial with er gu and xiao gu, quite a refreshing experience, but painful when they pick out my pimples.. T.T but at least my face is smooth now, LOL... But it will be my last time going there again.. heehee, so ex... :)

will talk about this year tmr, haha...

i think im isolating myself, okay, shall ask ppl out after cruise.. haha, anyone? LOL... i realise that i dont have much friends that i go out comfortably w/o worrying for awkward moments.. but apparently these ppl have tons of friends and plans as well... but i shall wait.. LOL..

been watching double s past vids and variety shows, i really missed those times they are together, hope they'll make a comeback soon someday.. i miss the times when they, ännyeonghaseyo, double S 501 imda!!'LOL... but i really do.. double S, fighting!!

new year eve in 4hrs time... :)

i wanna learn guitar, thats what i've been saying for the past few months... but its expensive, any sponsors? heehee...

to you who is reading, thank you for your support since 2007!! will make sure that such 'interesting' posts will continue on even in 2011! nah, i just mean that i'll continue blogging in 2011...do leave a tag eh? love ya!!

annyeong~~ <3

2010-12-29T22:13:00.002+08:00

hello~~ hahaha(:

because im too bored, hence decided to tag along with my aunts for their facial sessions tmr.. LOL.. nvr had any facial b4 mah, so no harm doin once before 2010 ends.. they say its gonna be painful, but i'm not really scared cause i dont think it will be as painful as plucking adult teeth for braces, that pain was totally unbearable as it lasts for a few days and a week later, the same pain comes back for the next two teeth... LOL, quite immune to pain after that, heehee...BUT, i refuse to pierce my ear.. :P mum and dad seem so supportive of having my ears pierce, heehee, but i dont want... lalala~~ :) so troublesome... (:

im really unhappy with bro borrowing my guitar for his gf... although i got it back, but im still not happy with it, because its mine and that person had never made any effort to approach me, so why should i help them? i still hadn't forgot the incident where bro used my notebook's webcam to talk to her, that was way overboard..yea, maybe i should forget these moments b4 2011... :)

shall try to make an overview of 2010 soon i think... hehe.. it had been a great, horrible yet impt year for me... heehee..

can't wait for cruise! :D

i did try to ask ppl out, but failed, so try stay at home happily till olevel results.. maybe when i get back the courage, i'll try again... :) im not unhappy... hmm, just.. disappointed.. heehee~ dont get me wrong, ok? :P

annyeong~

2010-12-28T15:00:00.003+08:00

woots~ finally my house internet is wireless! love it!! haha(: dont have to follow my bro's scedules anymore!! haha(: anyway, he's not at home every single day, too busy dating lerh~ wahaha(: big thank you to xiao jiu!! :)

ohohoh! my sangu reently went to korea and she got me a real made in korea ss501 album!!! wahaha~~ felt really happy~~ :)

i dont like to type on notebook, it feels weird...

been really rotting at home, but quite enjoying this kind of life, cause i know i wont be able to do so once results are released... 4more days to end of 2010, heehee~ big year ahead.. :)

i have nth to talk about so, bb!

2010-12-24T17:27:00.003+08:00

woots~~ its Christmas eve!!! haha(:

although imma catholic, but the way i spend Christmas' ultra boring, always the same for the past 16years, church on Christmas eve night and potluck party at my grandma's house.. alright, at least there's free food! =.= haha, suddenly rmb-ed in playful kiss Bong Joon Gu said, "what's there to celebrate on jesus birthday?" just find it amusing, but somehow dont quite agree with it.. LOL, no idea what im talking about.. -.-

i wanna rewatch playful kiss again~~ haha:P found out that kim hyun joong had fall sick.. was quite sad but im glad that he's able to have a good rest through Christmas.. hyun joong oppa, fighting! haha(: hope that he'll be much better after his break and successfully release his new solo album.. <3

i sound like a holey moley crazy fan.. T.T

yup, have fun this Christmas everyone! muacks! :D

2010-12-21T09:18:00.002+08:00

haha, a while since i last blog so shall talk about my malaysia trip from 15/12 to19/12, a brief one cause my uncle's coming to install wireless(woots~) haah(:

overall, the trip was full of crazy events, you'll know why..T.T

on 15/12, dad drove as to the custom, omg, the jam was super duper horrible, but reach after hmm, 1.5hour? then, took the train that was 12am, so slept in the train but didn't really slept much cause it wss super noisy, as in the train and it shakes horribly... woke up every hour, i think...

16/12, reach KL at 8am? think so, had breakfast at this resturant, at porridge.. there were 9ppl there, bt only bro and i are the only, well, kids.. then travelled by those some sort like mrt to the bus stop where we took our bus to genting highlands... lol, fell asleep right away on the bus though its only an hour trip..

genting was cold~~ maybe not as cold as other countries experiencing winter lorhh~ but the wind was freezing.. waited for check in so mum, bro and i walk around, alot of christmas lights sia..then mum suddenly disappeared when me and bro wandered around alone, scared the hell out of me but turn out mum went to sign up the membership for the casino... LOL..lunch of noodles after that and we check in.. i love the hotel room, haha.. erm, its called first world hotel i think..

went to the arcade after check in, no fun one, the arcade, so mum and i wandered around while bro went to entertain himself in the arcade and we got lost.. -.- unknowingly walked to another building and had to ask the police for directions like so lol... went back to hotel at 4pm+ and took pics in hotel room, lol...

dinner at 6pm, they damn standard one, cuase there's grandma with us, so we had to take care of her as well, that's why it was quite boring.. walked a relatively long journey to a resturant and... my stomach hurts.. alot. so LOL.. no appetite AT ALL, so mum bought me porridge from this bloody fastfood resturant, my stomach no longer hurts, but had severe diarrhoea, NICE!-.- even bro suffered from a mild one cause he ate two spoonfuls.. spent my first night there running to the toilet.. T.T but no one expected it laa, so couldnt blame anyone, bro claimed that there must be laxatives inside, haha...

17/12, free morning breakfast at the first world cafe, okay lorh.. not everyone could go, only 6ppl, then went to the indoor theme park with bro.. haha.. it was quite fun i guess, becuz the ticket cost RM30.. -.- the bumper car was fun, so was the roller coaster, but its more for kids derh, so it wasn't tat scary.. i find that bumper car was much scarier than the coaster, cause i went head on with a few ppl, as in we purposely drive towards one another.. haha, i think if its a real car, i would have died... LOL.. and waited for this 4D movie of 15mins, quite fun.. then sat in those kiddy rides until lunch, omg, i forgot where i had my lunch at this hainanese resturant and had chicken rice, haha..

after lunch, went to a bigger arcade at the next building while mum went to look for other adults at the casino... it was so much better.. haha(: i like to play the car rides, though i always fail to reach b4 the time limit, haha.. ooh, the drum game was fun.. haha.. tehn i think we played thrice of this game where its like the cube with buttons on it and they will play those popular songs and when the buttons say: press me, i think, then we follow it lorh.. haha, i dont know how to explain.. LOL..

got bored of arcade soon so went to walk around for presents to buy.. bro was irritating with his christmas bear, haha(: things there were much cheaper then i sg y'know! like those ribbon hairclips cost S$3.50 in sg bur only cost RM3.90 in genting, which is less than S$2!! haha(: bought 3 from there, heehee~

dinner at...some hawker centre with 7ppl cause grandma couldn't walk that far.. hmm, it was okay i guess, the food turn cold so fast due to the wind so ate quickly... night, stayed in hotel cause was quite tired and my legs are awfully aching..bro went out to watch haunted house 4D on his own, but didnt come after at 11.30pm so went out to look for him.. LOL...

18/12, byebye genting, hello KL!! (: took the some bus downhill and then the public transport to our hotel, omg, though its cheap but the interior was a vast diffrence as compared to that in genting.. haiz.. but it was there that i bought my stuffs like magazines, and bag.. the magazines are holey moley cheaper as compared to in popular in sg! haha.. those kpop magazines(: but the traffic was bad,so didnt like KL much... had our meals where food was quite nice, but the environment was not really that good.. oh, enjoyed harry potter and the sorcerer stone at night, their tv shows was okay, LOL..

19/12, travelled by taxi to the tain station, journey back was from 2pm to 9pm.. but being back in sg was really really great!! felt really happy, i dont know why, haha.. oh, was also glad that dad was on time to bring us back home from tanjong pagar train station... heehee...

yup, that's my malaysia, not much eh? haha.. but i quite like genting, been 6years since i went there..(:

okay, gtg, my uncle's coming.. bb(:

2010-12-14T09:21:00.004+08:00

stayed at home for the past week becuz im so gonna shop like mad in malaysia tmr~~ and im not working this hols, so its kind of a must to control my spending now.. its so true that when i step out of house i will defintely throw money away... went out for dinner with family last sun and spent $16 on guitar strings.. T.T 'falling slowly''s not easy as it seems... i think i'll really pick up guitar lessons after i come back from cruise in jan, LOL..

i'm freaking bored.. T.T

haha, kim hyun joong's in japan now, that new japan song he sings is awesome... but youtube downloader got prob.. T.T

everything hadn't been goin well this week for me, hope the trip to malaysia would be fun, but i dont think so, cause travelling with relatives that im not close with.. bro will definitely be msg-ing all the way, so gona stick with mum like mad.. :D

how's work, everyone? heehee(: LOL..im actually jealous cause at least ppl who work can enjoy spending the money which they really earn themselves.. (: im spending, well, my parents' money(:

been really addicted to korean dramas now.. (:

bb(:

2010-12-10T16:49:00.002+08:00

Today: used the computer like there's no tomorrow.. :DD

actually its because it had been taken by bro for the past two days and i really missed it like mad.. :)

been staying at home throughout this week so i can save some money for malaysia shopping on weds.. can't wait to get out of singapore! :)

i'm too lazy to upgrade this blog, like finding new blogskin or finding music to add to it or post vids.. heehee, at least im updating it rather frequently right? just make do with it lor~ :)

I WANNA GO OVERSEAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T

2010-12-06T13:49:00.002+08:00

wanted to blog some emo stuffs, but changed my mind, haha(:

im bored.... T.T without studying, there seem to be no meaning of life... lol, im crazy... hahaha(:

i love my room now, never liked my room that much for the past 16years. why? because there is full of you-know-who posters... haha(: no, not voldermort, LOL

i'm kind of broke now, so i can't find people to go out with, i think i'll spend this week at home being a part time maid for mum... haha..going out would mean spending money.. money is might, realise that only those who are really rich can get whatever, like really WHATEVER they want, i'm not.. yet i'm still happy with what i have now laa... 若拥有了一切，又有何梦想呢？

bro got everything he want for prom, new white shoes and contact lens, while i didnt get any of those for prom, i wore my syf shoes for prom, and specs cuase i couldn't get contacts.. roar...

haha, bye bye(:

2010-12-03T14:43:00.002+08:00

I SAW KIM HYUN JOONG TODAY!!!!!!

but from far far away~~~turn out that those who spent $250 on the face shop are the vips who can got his signature..T.T while those $100 are just normal people... T.T the waiting was horrible lorh~~ stand there with some crazy fans squeezing in fornt, can't even move AT ALL.. :( but in fact, when hyun joong did arrive, suddenly all the tiredness was gone, keep on spaming photos, haha.. he's extremely handsome to the max, his voice was omg nice and when he sang 'one more time' at the end, though just two lines, it was just... awesome... LOL... no words can descibe him, haha... okay, im exaggerating too much, non kim hyun joong fans wouldn't understand de laa, LOL... met some, actually two people at the fan meet as well, and kind of chatted with them, though i dont even know their name.. haha...

omg, the two real size Plastic standings of kim hyun joong that was out for bidding in the name of charity was sold in $6600+ and $8000+ sia~~ can't rmb the exact amt, but should the roughly there, CRAZY DE LORH!!!! and made of plastic some more... even hyun joong was like 'lets stop at $6000' and 'dont force yourself" haha, i bet he's totally amaze at how rich and crazy singaporean fans are... hahaa.. but since its for charity, the money spent is a good cause lahh... haha... but i really wonder how they carry it home lorh... later break how? heehee, evil~~ (:

my legs are so painful now, cuz went to sentosa with shanling and rachel ystd as well... it was FUN! one word to describe it: FUN! haha...

okay, bb(:

love kim hyun joong(:

2010-11-30T18:39:00.002+08:00

HARRY POTTER IS NICEEEE!!! but kinda scary though(: i like my jacket's hood, it covers my eyes perfectly when im shocked...hhaha(:

warch with rachel koa~~~LOL(: i love going to her house a lotttttt.... its like full of 音乐气息。。haha(:

can't wait for fri!!! :) hyun joong would be arriving in sg tmr at 9.50pm!!! woots~ at that time, i will be breathing though the air in the same country with him, LOL(: hope he enjoys his 3days stay in sg!!! LOL.. (:

i think i will not work this holiday anymore, just happily enjoy this seemingly long yet short holiday.. haha(: i will study hard in order to have a full time job that pays me nicely when i grow up...haha(:

i can't wait for genting and cruise!!! i bet it will be cold with all these rainy days...i wanna buy a new cam!! the current one's lousy, it takes blurry photos...

byebye(:

2010-11-29T18:02:00.002+08:00

I AM GOING TO SEE KIM HYUN JOONG ON 3DEC!!!!! :DDD

becuz of my great mum!!! wahaha(: went to west mall two days ago and she asked ' 你真的很想去？‘and im like 'yahhh~~~' and jiang jiang!! i got it!! woots, i can't wait!! i really hope that it will be a successful one.. :DD hyun joong, 不见不散！lol, im crazy... :)

was watching 'hello baby' starring snsd just now, so funny~~ :) wmg stopped temporarily becuz of the war.. :(

i think that i might stop having the thought of working during this holiday, suddenly realize that perhaps it wont be of any use... with the overseas trip and cruise, i think even if i really find a job, i will get fired soon by taking so many leaves... yup, and this holiday isn't that long as what i thought it would be, like nov is ending really soon...yup, so might as well take a good rest and wait for that scary jc life to come.. that's what i think la~~ :)

there's still so many people that i wanna go out with, but suddenly lack the courage to ask them out, LOL... just afraid of being rejected, haha~ i wont be angry laa, just dont wanna feel disappointed...heehee.. lol, no offence lehh.. :D

oh, i thought 4t1 will have chalet? or maybe dont have lerh.. aiyah, kind of broke now as well, soooo... hahaha~ :) home is still be best place..(:

watching harry potter tmr~~ woots~ movie's 146mins long, WAHH...

yupyup.. bye bye(:

2010-11-26T14:12:00.002+08:00

ystd was great!!! finally got to meet up with shan ling after one whole year... haha(: went to vivocity with shanling, rachel and huifang!! :)

i think we really did walk through all parts of vivocity lorh.. now my legs are so damn aching...haha... long time since i went shopping out with friends:DD love shoppingggg~~ bought my first ringggg!!! love it a lot~~ though its a bit expensive... heehee~ megamind was a great movie!! kind of wanna watch again... :D next movie will be harry potter and the deathly hallows!!! can't wait! :)

today will be just me and the computerrrr~~ becuase mum went to visit some friend and bro out for prom shopping, haha... love the goguma couple, seohyun and yonghwa(: hope i can finish them in this holiday, then i shall return to guitar again, been 2days since i last played... T.T falling slowly is a nice song, but hard to get the beat, i dont know why, aiyah, my sense of rhythm is always sucky... heehee...

kim hyun joong oppa is coming to sg!!!!! on 3dec at immm.... i want go, but have to buy $100 of their products at the face shop lehhh... zzz... still hadn't got over the trauma....-.- anyone want sponsor me? LOL...no idea what im talking about, haha...

yup, thats all! bb(: this is the longest post i've ever done since olvl ended, LOL.. :D

2010-11-24T09:38:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL!!! :)

prom night was great!!! the mc was soooo funny, especially the coconut part, haha(: everyone's dressed until sooooo nice... LOL..zzz, didnt win anything at the lucky draw, not even a voucher... i was hoping that i could something, haiz....

really enjoyed myself, mostly at the end... somehow, i had understood the fact that there is always a need to give up something in order to get another thing that appears to be much more impt.. argh, i dont know how to express myself... -.- alright, its like if i hadnt went to chat with dagui but just stand there like a loner just to get the class photo taken, prom night would not be that memorable to me.. really love crapping and chatting and bullying da gui, rather than to be abandoned by someone and crowd around my class feeling redundant... enjoying my prom is definitely much because of her, and i really hope she feel that way too.. but i know she dont visit this blog de laa, hahahaa... (: love ya(:

haha, yup... now shall wait for another two long years for the next prom, i promise i will not spend that much money for the prom in jc, LOL...

2010 prom night,到此结束！（：

2010-11-23T07:56:00.002+08:00

ITS PROM ITS PROM!!!!!!

hahaha, in 11hrs time!!! can't waitttt~~~very curious how others will wear, and very curious who will get prom king and queen.. ooh, i wanna win that ipod touch!!!! i wanttt~~ haha...

yipee, at least there's still some ppl visting here, thanks a lot!

after finish watching playful kiss, continuing with we got married.. -.- this never ends sia. i really think i need to work to not only earn back those phys tuition fees as well as the 100+ i spent on prom...-.-

have fun at prom, ppl!! :DDDDD

2010-11-18T07:13:00.002+08:00

yaye~finally have successfully watched playful kiss till the 2nd last ep!!! :) it had really much toll of my life, lol... these few days is like completely on just watching it, kind of regret not watching it for two hours for week in the past 2months and now i have to complete all in one go..T.T but its a really nice korean drama! go catch it! :DD love Baek Seung Jo and Oh Ha Ni... :)

reborned my hair ystd, so happy~~

i guess no one really comes to this blog anymore yea? haiz.. but nvm, shall contiue blogging like always, ahaha~~ :)

bb!

2010-11-16T07:15:00.002+08:00

i think im the only crazy girl who wakes up at 7am the day after o's had ended... no choice, have to finish playful kisssssss.... :DDDDD its sooooo nice, LOL...

i dont know why, but olevel suddenly just sound like a nightmare to me, hohoho, not much thoughts about it lerh, just hope that an L1R5 of less than 10 is possible.... nj's not within my reach anymore, dont think i can get in lerh.. hmm... maybe after much thought, i'll go pj in the end... i think its a good sch too, regardless of place or the state of their campus, i think.. never go in b4, lol... haiz, results come out then decide clearly barh!

poly is a no-no for me, no lifelong ambition... hahaha~

really wanna go back bpco, hope can find someone to accompany, hmm... after prom? haha.. wonder how co's has been... :)

alright, spent quite sometime on here lerh, bb!!

2010-11-15T16:31:00.002+08:00

Hello!!!!!!!!!
LOnggggggggg time since i blogged yea? i said i will blog again after O's, and its overrrrrrrr~~~~ :DDDD but kind of super 'busy' with what i need to do now, so, bye bye!!! :DD

woots... somehow, i cant wait for prom!!! :DDD
byebye:)

p.s. if somehow you are one of the very few who still visit this blog, do leave a note at the tagboard to let me know ok(: haha:D i'll say a big thank you!! :))

2010-06-27T20:24:00.003+08:00

sch's starting, and im so gonna fufill my promise to myself that i'll stop all fb and blog activities till end of Os, yup, i think i'll do so(: provided that i cannot stand it anymore, haha(:

yup, shall disappear from cyberspace now till nov? LOL...

byebye, dont miss me, ppl(:

i promise i'll blog again the moment olevel end.
i promise i wont make empty promises(:

byeeeeee~~~~~~~~

^^

2010-06-25T21:01:00.003+08:00

first time using notebook to use the internet, haha(:

A great day with snrs today!!! like wanching and huici and kaiting(: thanks for the invite, wanching, though i know you wont see this.. haha(: went back to co, saw chen lao shi(: but didnt see shen lao shi..:( but nehmind! had a great time videoing their practise, hee~~

i dont think i'll go back again le barh, hmm, yup i think so, must study lerh, promise(:

olevel's coming real soon, haiz... i made a promise to mum that i'll completely stop using the com after june hols, hope i will...hee..

yup, thats all, buaix...

jiayou le, to all the peeps who comes here now and then!!!

bb(: